Kim lunara is African korean trainee at JYP entertainment trying to make it in the industry when she is asked to join stray kids. Follow her on her journey as she overcomes fears, finds love ,and goes through challenges; hopefully her past won't co...
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We finished shooting laws of total grrr and young wings music video and we decided to eat out at a cute restaurant . We were talking and goofing of while walking back to the dorms , I was laughing at something that Jisung said when.... I stopped walking abruptly . We were in a yellow pavement, my thoughts started spiralling out of control and for a moment I felt dizzy. I quickly tried to run away and walk around the pavement but Minho stopped me. " Dalnim what's wrong? " he asked worried. " Nothing, just can you please step out of my way ? " I said trying to sound polite . " Why what happened? " "Nothing . Just please move " " What happened noona ?" Jeongin asked now worried. Why do they have to care so much? " Fuck it " I said under my breath as I skill fully maneuvered my way out of his hold and ran out of the pavement going back to the dorms another way. I stumbled on a field of purple flowers. I felt really calm by just looking at them and forgot about my previous anxiety, slowly, I approached the fields and waked through them admiring their beauty, at the end I felt happy, just happy, I've gotten to do something I have not done in a while and I felt nostalgia wash over as I thought about those memories.
Suddenly I felt dread, which made my stomach drop as I remembered what happened earlier and how I owed the boys an apology, I hoped that they weren't too mad . ......................... I careful and slowly closed the door hoping that I could avoid the confrontation but... alas, luck wasn't on my side it seems. "Dals is that you? " Hyunjin asked walking out. "Everyone Dalnim is back " this seems to get everyone out of their rooms or where ever they were quickly . I breathed in and started on my apology "I'm sorry for running away...." Before I couldn't finish, I was engulfed by hugs . "You're safe " Jisung said relieved , "we thought we did something to hurt you, that's why you ran away " Chan said with tears in his eyes. By now I noticed that everyone was crying. "Aww you guys don't cry, don't worry I'm fine . Please don't cry , it's not your fault" I pleaded as as I wiped the tears from their eyes with a handkerchief I had in my pocket. "It's not your fault, and I'm okay. Please don't cry " I repeated as I looked at Jeongin who was completely sobbing now . "Innie baby don't cry , I'll buy you ice-cream if you stop crying? " this got him to calm down a bit. " if you guys stop crying and settle down I'll explain to you what happened " The guys seemed to calm down and sat on the couch but sniffs could still be heard around the room. " Well you guys remember how I said I don't like the color yellow?" Nods were seen across the room " Well the color yellow affects me in a certain way... well it creeps me out , ever since I was a kid , I had a bad experience with the color yellow and now I can't stand the color, so when I noticed we were on a yellow side walk , I just couldn't bear it and I had to get out of there." I looked up and peered at their faces to see their reactions but I couldn't see any . " I hope you guys understand , my reason for walking out, it totally wasn't your fault, I'm so sorry for scaring you" I said apologetic. " We understand , everyone has their fears " Minho answered. " GROUP HUG! " Felix shouted rather loudly. This made me wince because it was too loud for my ears. "sorry " He said quieter noticing my pain. I assured him that it was okay. Everyone surrounded me in a group hug. "Ugh, too much feelings, I'm melting " I said doing my bad witch from wizard of Oz act Minho joining me . Everyone laughed at us but still continued with the hug. And I felt lucky to around people like them. ...........................
