Chapter 1: I hate feelings.

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Feelings are stupid. Why did I have to have a crush on stupid Tanaka?

"Enno, you good man?" Tanaka asks, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Oh, yeah, I'm fine." I reply. I'm helping him study because he's stupid. "Enno, this is so harddd!" Tanaka says. "It's really not, you're just an idiot." I say. Tanaka  gasps dramatically. "Rude." We spend a few more hours studying. "Hey Enno." Tanaka says, looking at me. "What is it, Tanaka?" I ask. "You're really beautiful." He tells me. "W-What?! Stop joking around!" I say. "I'm not-" "Shut up!" God damn it Tanaka. You make this harder than it has to be. "Enno, you okay?" He asks. "Tanaka, I think I should go." I say. "What, why? We're not done studying." He says. "We can study another time." I say before getting up and walking out the door. Stupid Tanaka. Why does he make me feel like this? He's not even gay.. He's straight and in love with Kiyoko. I have literally no chance with him so why do I even try? I go back home and throw myself onto my bed. I bury my face in my pillow. Why is love so stupid?

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