Feelings are stupid. Why did I have to have a crush on stupid Tanaka?
"Enno, you good man?" Tanaka asks, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Oh, yeah, I'm fine." I reply. I'm helping him study because he's stupid. "Enno, this is so harddd!" Tanaka says. "It's really not, you're just an idiot." I say. Tanaka gasps dramatically. "Rude." We spend a few more hours studying. "Hey Enno." Tanaka says, looking at me. "What is it, Tanaka?" I ask. "You're really beautiful." He tells me. "W-What?! Stop joking around!" I say. "I'm not-" "Shut up!" God damn it Tanaka. You make this harder than it has to be. "Enno, you okay?" He asks. "Tanaka, I think I should go." I say. "What, why? We're not done studying." He says. "We can study another time." I say before getting up and walking out the door. Stupid Tanaka. Why does he make me feel like this? He's not even gay.. He's straight and in love with Kiyoko. I have literally no chance with him so why do I even try? I go back home and throw myself onto my bed. I bury my face in my pillow. Why is love so stupid?
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In Love With A Straight Man
FanficEnnoshita has been in love with one of fellow teammates for the past year. That teammate's name is Tanaka. Tanaka is "straight" and always tries flirting with Kiyoko. Ennoshita thinks he doesn't have a chance with Tanaka because it's Kiyoko that Tan...