"Hey, here take this."
She handed me a necklace that shined under the moonlight as we stood on the terrace viewing the night sky.
I gave her a questioning look.
"Isn't that necklace very important to you?" I took it from her hands making sure it is handled with care.
She looked at the view again as I look at her side profile. It was mesmerizing.
She chuckled.
"Yeah, give it back to me when we see each other again. " she said still focused on the night sky.
It was silent for a second.
I held the necklace where the moonlight shined right on it. A beautiful crystal with the color of an ocean, never mind, more eye catching the ocean itself.
I looked at it then at her.
I thought about it.
I paused for a second.
"But don't we see each other everyday at school and we are literally 24\7 next to each other ?"
I looked at her questioned looking for answers.
She started laughing in an elegant making me feel butterflies.
"I mean like if something random happens or I don't know just after a few months." She looked at me and smiled. It was said in a rather jokeful tone, so i played along.
I nodded.
"Sure." I laughed and she started laughing as well looking back at the view.
I looked at her laughing, what an angelic sight it was.
She looked like a dazzling fragment, she was a shining star..
...a star that shines brighter than anyone else.
My best friend she was, best friend since elementary school all the way to high school . She always felt way more special than only a best friend.
'Maybe one day I could tell you face to face ,
..isn't the moon beautiful?
You shine so bright, it made my heart unable to handle how much love I have for you. Next time I will tell you, to tell you that,
...I love you.'
I gave a soft smile wondering the scene when I finally confess my love.
Oh how beautiful it will be.
It will truly be a once in a life time.
...
" Sorry, we couldn't save her. She overdosed on way too many pills."
Wait..
..what..?
.. what happened..
No...
... why?
... didn't you want me to return the necklace?
" .. what.. doctor it can't be true..! I- I just saw her yesterday.. I- no no... doctor plea-!"
... didn't you want me to return it to you face to face?
How am I supposed to do it now?
" since her family isn't here how about you sign the forms for her confirmation of death, she will be prepared for a burial."
I chuckled softly.
"..psst didn't his best friend just killed herself?"
" woah yeah. What a pity, she was really pretty and nice.
" quite popular as well. Wow I feel bad for him, at least I have a chance with him now! He is really hot!"
" oi! Hey! Be quiet he will hear you, but yes he is good looking.."
...You left me.
I held the neck lace in the palm of my hands, I suddenly have a flashback of her in my head, there she was smiling holding her hands out to me like when she was still here, maybe it's a sign.
I held a handful of pills.
" .. maybe I get to see how she felt in her last moments.."
