Confused ●Tara Carpenter x Fem Reader●

5

Tara's Pov

I think I fucked up. Bad.

Me and Y/n haven't talked since the party, it's been a week. I've been distant with Wes. Ever since the party things haven't felt the same with him anymore.

I like him but I don't love him, he's been trying to get me to talk to him more but it doesn't work the only person I wanna talk to is Y/n. Y/n. Y/n. Y/n. Y/n...

She's been on my mind this whole week, that party was a mess. We were gonna do something I could tell, I don't know what I wanted to do. But holding her hand and telling her how I was feeling felt right. She felt right.

I need to talk to her but I honestly don't even know what I'd say. I have a lot of things I need to say but I don't know where to start. I've been rotting in my bed, missed calls and messages from Wes. I don't wanna talk to him, don't even wanna be with him.

I don't know what I want, Y/n? My heart aches when I think about her, not in a bad way but the way you feel when you love someone. Not like a friend way, this feels different. She's different.

Y/n's Pov

"Amber I don't think she could possibly like me she's with Wes." I sit on Amber's bed getting dressed.

"Did I fuck you to hard that you lost common knowledge or something?" Amber washed her face off in the sink water droplets dripping down her face, some sliding down onto her neck. "Based off what you told me she was gonna kiss you." Amber wiped her face off and then looked at me.

"I really don't know Amber. We haven't talked since then, maybe it was just in the moment thing. If she wanted to kiss we would've talked by then."

"In the moment my ass..." Amber mutters rolling her eyes,"She clearly wants you in some type of way Y/n."

Suddenly I hear my phone ding on Amber's nightstand, Tara...

"She texted", I don't look up at Amber's face but instead open the message.

Tara🙊💞

Tara🙊💞:
can we talk
please.

Me:
ofc we can

Tara🙊💞
come over rn
read 7:54pm
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"I gotta go Amber."

"Go get your girl Y/n!"

I call an Uber and quickly arrive at Tara's house paying the guy and then hesitantly knocking on her door. She opens it immediately as if she had been waiting for me by the door, her eyes softened upon seeing me as she let me in and closed the door behind her.

We walk up to her room in awkward silence. We sit on her bed in silence before I speak up. "What do you wanna talk about?"

She bites the inside of her cheek and then looks at me. "You know exactly what I wanna talk about." I play with my fingers on my lap.

"The party?"

"I guess...more specifically what happened in the room." She holds eye contact, looking determined to speak her mind.

"Well nothing happened..." I say quietly looking away and towards the posters on her wall.

"That's the problem Y/n...I wanted something to happen," I glance at Tara as she says this. She hasn't looked away she's still looking at me, longingly. Like she's trying to read me like a book.