My dreams became reality - tom kaulitz

Upstairs

Tom was holding my hand so gently but with enough grip to not let me go. We walked up the stairs and got into a bed room. He let me walk in and sit on the bed as he shut the door behind me.

"You seem to have a lot on your mind right now ava." he said beginning to walk up to me.

"I mean no not really, its just the topic was embarrassing to say in-front of everyone"

"Well its alright now, you can jus tell me." He put his hand on my cheek and slid it down, cuffing my chin with his thumb and the side of his pointer finger.

"You think im that easy to get at?" I snarled. "I watch your interviews and listen to what you say. You're a man whore. This would obviously be just a hook up for you."

"No, a hookup wouldn't be me sleeping at your place and making sure you were okay in the morning would it? Or me taking you to a bar and buying you a drink." He chuckled. "I see something in you that i haven't seen before. I want to explore it."

I grabbed his face and went in for a kiss
but stopped it with my finger.

"Not that fast." I said putting my hand on his chest and walking out the room back downstairs to the booth with everyone.

* Toms POV *

Fuck. Did i just make her more uncomfortable? I should've asked if she would go upstairs with me, or showed a sign. I do see something different in her, the way she doesn't give in to me so fast, pulls me in. I don't want her to feel like this is a one time thing. Every other girl agrees to whatever i want, it gets boring after a while. A chase like ava is giving me, its to die for. Never being able to experience this before makes me want everything to do with it.

* Back to Ava's POV *

I heard the room door shut and looked up at the stairs to see tom with an embarrassed look on his face. No one else was looking up though, so when he sat down he played it off and acted like nothing happened.

"What about another round of drinks huh?"

Tom waved over the bar tender and bought us all a bunch of drinks. Now that it got awkward again between me and Tom, i decided id drink a little. Hours went by, it was now 8:45pm and we were all obviously very drunk. Mia was all up on Bill on the dance floor attempting to make another move to have sex again, Gustav and Georg were sitting down with two different babes trying to hook up with them, and Tom and I were sitting at the booth, talking. Im not sure what we were talking about, but we were laughing a lot.
I really do wish that i had enough confidence to hook-up with tom but i had self respect. I do want to touch him and i want him to touch me, i just don't want it to end, I want it to last forever. I don't want to be another random girl that has a label of fucking Tom Kaulitz. I want to be his girl.

I was so caught up on my thoughts that i didnt notice i was rubbing my legs together trying to play with myself without any hands. Tom had already noticed and looked at me with his eyebrow raised.

* Toms POV *

This girl is something else. I was drunk as fuck, but everything she says im so caught up on, shes so interesting. Her shoulder length soft silky hair, her long black eyeliner, her false lashes, her voice, her green eyes, everything about her makes me want her. I don't know why this girl seems different to me. Um, why is she rubbing her legs together? Oh, now shes horny? Im not going to say anything this time, and if she wants to take this somewhere else, we can, because i wanted to fuck her so bad from the moment i laid eyes on her.

"Can we go somewhere else?" She asked tripping a little as she stood up.

"Yea of course we can. Where do you want to go?"

"Anywhere but here"

I held her by her waist and walked her out and sat her in the passenger seat of my car. I got in the car and started it, noticing that Ava was in the back seat.

"Im hottttt." She groaned.

She began taking her shirt off. She looked so good. She actually started sweating so i turned the AC on and turned back around to watch her. She took her pants off and was sitting in my back seat in her bra and underwear. I knew this was my chance to fuck, but do i really want to do this while she isn't sober? From the way shes been acting, it seems like she cares a lot about commitment. Maybe i shouldn't feed into it too much and respect her.
I put the keys in the starter and started driving. She hopped back into the front seat and opened the window. She stuck her head out the window and began smiling. Her drunken eyes were shining from the streetlights we were passing and her hair was blowing in the wind. She was so mesmerizing. She was hanging out of the window like there was no care in the world, and I liked that.

As we were pulling up to my place, she had knocked out. I picked her up and laid her down in my bed.

"Tom?" She said looking at me with dim eyes.

"Yes, ava?"

"Kiss me."