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I came back home from the cafe. My friends are still there, planning about the party or something. But I don't care about anything right now.

I put off my shoes and placed them in the show box. I headed straight towards my room. I suddenly found myself getting so angry. I'm mad at myself and my fucking life decisions!

Why did my dumb self even agreed to do this dare!? Now Ricky is mad at me. How can I fix that when I still have two more days left to pretend like he doesn't even exist?! Ugh!

I got inside my room and slammed the door close. I threw my bag on the bed and heard mom yelling from downstairs,

-"Y/n~ Are you back??"

-"Yes, Eomma~!" I shouted back.

Then I went straight towards the bathroom. It was way too hot today. I need a cold shower. I looked at the mirror inside the bathroom and thought to myself-

Why am I like this?? I surely have some problems in my head, don't I?

I washed my face with water and faced the mirror again.

But I have already agreed to do this dare, I can't back out now.
I have to win this! I can't bear losing!

Ughh! What do I do now!?

I again splashed my face with water twice before thinking-

Huh! I'm Choi Y/n! I don't lose!

Hwaiting Y/n! You can do this!

I said to the reflection on the mirror.

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After finishing the shower, I came out to my room, got changed and sat on my bed. I don't have homework for today as tomorrow is the holiday!

Now guess what?! I can watch my favourite K-drama, munching on my favourite snacks! Hurrahhh!

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At the middle of the drama, I saw Sunye calling me on my phone. I decided to just ignore the call. I'm here to distract myself so I'm not in the mood to hear her voice nor I want her to remind me of Ricky.

Wait- did I just say Ricky's name!? Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Whatever!