The show

The start

Ranboos pov

Im so tired, I'm so fucking tired. I finally have sometime alone after what feels like years. It's only been 3 months since me and Charlie made a deal with Hetch to stay in the show forever. I kinda wish I just got killed but now it's too late. I mean why can't he just get it over with and kill me, I can't do this anymore.

I walk towards my room, which in reality isn't even a room its an old closet they turned into a little room for me. 

I close the door to my room after putting a "do not enter" on my door, I just really want to be alone, I miss my family, my sister. I told her I wouldn't be long when I went on that walk, but now what it's been ages. I just want to hug my dog. Last time I saw him he was just a puppy he's probably so big now, wait what if my family just doesn't care and was happy that I disappeared, or even think I just ran away, I can see my mom just trying in the kitchen screaming where is he where is he, my dad probably just trying to calm her down by saying he's okay, no dad im not okay, im stuck in a fucking mall, performing like im a fucking clown, how wold they react if I would tell them that, what would they think, 

I can't stop crying, just think about the fact that I probably wont ever see them again, I pick my headphones and the phone the gave us, it has nothing but some music that I could download. 

I scroll through some of them and find "Train Wreck" by James Arthur and press play

 Still a home, still a home 

It's not too late to build it back 

'Cause a one-in-a-million chance

is still a chance, still a chance 

And I would take those odds 

Unbreak the broken 

unsaid

I barely hear knocking on the door,

"Ranboo"?

I sigh do not enter is written on the doorway, why can't everyone just go away,

I look up and its Charlie, he's my best friend, he's the only one I can talk to about everything

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sorry this chapter is short, the next one will be a little bit longer :)