a time before this

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when you cut on the skin it feels like a good pain like a stress relief and i feel better after that the next day you still want to die but the love of your partner makes you want to keep going on a daily but still the thoughts keep coming they never end unless i'm sleep or on my meds and your meds make feel fake after awhile like you can't feel anything take me back to when i didn't need those things i want my life back i feel like i don't have control when i'm on them i feel stuck in this small wrld

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