beautiful but toxic

Party

I was getting ready when I heard a knock on my bedroom door "come in!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs from my bathroom, a blondie apeard behind me in my mirror "SARAH!" i turned around and hugged her tight, "oh my god I've missed you so much" she says "I've missed you too!" she took a few steps back and looked me up and down "why are you all of a sudden so much taller than me" "Greece did good things to me I guess"
I say with a little laugh.

The pouges was the first to arrive, they was so surprised to see me, it was so nice to see them again I've missed them alot. I always hung out with them, before I moved, even tho they're pouges and I'm a kook we've always been bestfriends.

Later that night, I went to my room for a bit, because I needed to be alone, many people in the same place makes me sick. I went to my balcony and watched, as the people was partying, I was so happy to be home again, I've missed the obx so much while being in Greece.
I was standing a bit in my own thoughts when I heard footsteps in my room, I turned around and saw a very tall guy standing in my room, I looked at him and he started walking towards me, first when he apeard in the light on the balcony I could see who the guy were, it was Rafe Cameron my brothers bestfriend, and my crush since 2nd grade. Yes I know he's 2 years older than me but that doesn't matter.
"Rafael Cameron" i smiled at him as he leaned against the railing "Liana Thornton" he smirked back at me and gave me the elevator look "back from Greece I see" I pretended not to notice how he looked at me but it gave me butterflies "yeah, missed me?"
I took a sip from my bottle of tequila "of course, I missed having somebody to make fun of"
"ha ha very funny" I say sarcastically, he then smiled a bit and looked at me and then focused on the bottle in my hand "can I?"
"yeah of course" I handed him the bottle and watches as he takes an big sip, he handles me back the bottle "you know it's been boring around here with you gone" he looks out on the other people down at the pool "shut up Cameron, we both know you haven't thought about me once" he looks at me again with a smirk "trust me I have!"
He says as he walks abit closer to me, I try to stay calm and look at him, he is so tall my neck is hurting when I look at him, I back up against the railing as he gets closer "Rafe.." he looks down at me w a grin on his mouth
"yeah?" he leans against me and pulls me closer

I can sense the smell of alcohol on him, I probably smell too. But in that moment i don't care at all, all I can think about is him and me, am I about to make out with Rafe Cameron?!
He places his lips on mine, and holds my waist. When we hear footsteps, I place my hand on his chest to push him away abit "Rafe,we have company, we should probably.." I don't even finish my sentence when he says "yes, I'm so sorry Liana" "no no it's totally fine I just don't want people to see" he looks away and then walks out of my room