Loser my mind -Madden Mori

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It's funny how life changes in moments. One hour you are with the love of your life and the next he doesn't remember you, I got lost in my thoughts and only left when I heard tavia screaming

- Mag! Where is it?! - screamed from the kitchen, I think

- in the main room - I screamed right after hearing her.

- hi sweetheart of my life. - he said hugging me from behind and tuning his voice.

- why are you talking like that? Just say what you want.

- Mom wants us to sing for her.

- I play and you sing, simple.

- no. I play, you sing and dance with her, like when we were little.. I know you don't usually dance in front of anyone else after the...

I didn't let her finish

-Come on, the boys must be nervous up there

As we went up I remembered that it was always like this we arrived from school. We had lunch and went to Winter's studio. The boys sat on the floor near the window that over the years put poufs there for them since Gunnar always complained that he always got sore, Damon and tavia went to the piano and at first, I only sang with tavia to Winter dance.

- YOU FUCKING BITCH!

- WHAT IS IT?

- What world were you in? I called you about five times. What are you writing there?

- don't move. It's not ready yet.

Did it help to talk? Of course not. When Octavia wants something, she can do it. As Damon says: "I raised my daughter so that she knew that the world has to bow to her and not the other way around!" A philosopher, I say

-"I tell myself you don't mean a thing

And what we got, got no hold on me

But when you're not there I just crumble

I tell myself that I don't care that much

But I feel like I die 'til I feel your touch"

- Who do I think of?

- don't ask when you already know the answer.

-Okay, let's go. Ivan kills us if we take longer and if we run from the time to spend in the kitchen and have a shot of vodka or whiskey.

- you're an alcoholic, you know, right?

- the dirty one talking about the badly washed.

- OCTAVIA AND MEGGAN! GO UP NOW OR YOU'LL BE WITHOUT DINNER. AND IF I SMELL DRINK, I DON'T ANSWER FOR ME!!!- shouts Damon from up there

-We're going - we screamed together and went out betting race up there.

As soon as we arrived, we went to our places and tavia received a light and quick kiss on the head from Damon, who came where I am and did the same to me, and gave a light kiss in Winter. As soon as tavia started to play and I started singing love story, already knowing that it is Winter's favorite song, to dance when she sang.

"L'âme en peine
Il vit mais parle à peine
Il attend devant cette photo d'antan
Il, il n'est pas fou
Il y croit c'est tout
Il la voit partout
Il l'attend debout
Une rose à la main
À part elle il n'attend rien
Rien autour n'a de sens
Et l'air est lourd
Le regard absent
Il est seul et lui parle souvent
Il, il n'est pas fou
Il l'aime c'est tout
Il la voit partout
Il l'attend debout
Debout une rose à la main
Non, non plus rien ne le retient"

As soon as we finished, I felt a look on me. But it couldn't be the look of who I thought it was. He doesn't care about me, at least not anymore...

*Sorry for any mistake and I hope you like it