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Jae house 12:30 am

My heads pounding, all these thoughts replaying over and over in my head mixing with the strong alcohol letting it become me, which is never a good mix but who's stopping me...my heads loud.

Random street corner 1:22 am

Im fucked up, The words keeps flashing through my mind as I use the wall as a guide, it's all blurry I can't makes sense of what's what it's happening all too fast...

Cold...is all I can think about as my hand follows the pattern against the stone wall of what I think is an dark alley I happened to find myself in, How did I get here?... but everything's blurry,it's too dark. Keep walking....

A Voice?, I hear a muffled voice or.... voices? So distant yet my feet take a step closer to the unknown sound unwilling. Feet staggering I don't know how long I've been out and how I'm still functioning...i'm so tired.

"Are you lost?" the muffled voice called out, I can't talk my mouth is glued shut, my vision too blurred to even see who i'm talking too my body starts to feel heavy....I feel like I'm melting, my body was shoved to the wall hitting the ground almost instantly my body shut down losing all ability to function,
feeling the tiredness fill me all that could come out was a groan" I asked a question" ...but all he got was silence... and that's all I heard before the darkness overcame
me.

Ouch...my head, my chest. everything hurts.

Cold... I feel so cold, the metallic smell is too overbearing, my head hurts everything's throbbing.

Wet....why am I wet?... Am I dying...Is this blood..who's blood is this...is this my blood?I can't move my body is paralyzed, the metallic taste in my mouth is overbearing.Why did I leave? I need help..Someone help me please... all these thoughts frantically flash through my mind nodding in and out of consciousness then slowly closing my eyes letting my thoughts numb out the pain as the cool air hits my skin calming down the throbbing pain as I let the unconsciousness consume me.

I'm once again a prisoner of my own mind.