𝙰𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚐𝚎 | 𝐉.𝐉𝐤 𝐟𝐟

t w e n t y

I don't know how to put it. Okay guess I'll just start with a quick apology. I'm actually freaking overly mad at myself for ditching on y'all like that. I know you've been waiting for updates and i left you with nothing. I am not gonna make any excuses cause it'll be full bullshit.

What happened Is that I kind of lost interest in writing. Not now. It just happens. There are moments where I don't even know what to do with my phone after switching on every media possible. I've lost muse but now I can tell you that I mostly will try to write and update.

No promises though. School had started just a few months ago and I sure as hell will not lose focus. That and I actually want to ace my  exams. That's all I could say actually no promises given cause they would be empty.

Have a great day also Christmas is coming sooner than I tough and I am exited. Time flies by i must tell you guys. This year had just passed within the blink of an eye so imagine my shock when my mother woke me up and told me "Why are you still in bed? Get up it's already 7:30 you'll be late for school." She woke the whole family up and had the audacity to pull my covers away. Swear I could still feel the damn shivers after the cold hit me.

Now don't get mad at me fr I'll write. Just not everyday alr. Check that out and tell me what y'all tough about this chapter, yeah?

Kisses hugs and whatever there is

Always late, your author 🙃

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Here I am. Standing in front of the church. With Jeon Jungkook beside me. And his father behind us. I sighed. What am I doing with my life.

"Come on, kids, the priest is waiting for us." I glanced at him and returned my gaze forward on the floor. How did I end up like this.

One week ago

"I'm sure you do too." I continued. When he nodded his head, I knew I had to start the conversation. 

"Firstly to be done with it. I want to make it clear that i don't want to marry you. Nor to enter in any relationships. Your father seems to not understand it still. The next part is... Do you have a plan?"

"I do. I want my company. I want each and every share. That too to add up I'll have from our companies abroad. You will too get whatever you want. I came up with a plan.

"What is it?" I urged him to answer. He opened a drawer and took a folder out.

"I'll arrange a marriage. It will last one year. Pretend to fall in love and then you lose feelings. We will fight infront of my father for show. My father won't know about this deal or anybody else. Even Jennie. I haven't told Jimin nor Taehyung or anyone related to me that leads to the fact that we will have to act like a couple once we get married." My brows furrowed as I starred at him.

"Jungkook marriage is not a deal!" I need to remind him this. My first marriage will be fake that too to someone I am willing to get away from rather than getting in a relationship. "I agree it is not. But you don't have a word in this. Take the folder with you. Check out each and every rule. I had signed the papers already. It's up to you in the end.

Knowing my father, he stands up to his word, and once you disagree, you'll see your company falling apart. And you'll be the reason behind it." He did not just try guilt trip me. Damn it's working. It got in my mind. A silence fell upon us.

I made up my mind. I nodded as I took a pen and opened the folder. I read each line in the statement. It's all I needed clearly. Rule number 5: You aren't allowed to date other people during the marriage." I scoffed before continuing. 

Once I was done, i started signing every place i had to and put it down. "One year?" He nodded his head. "One year."

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Present

It has gone rather quicker than I expected.  We told our fake vows to put our rings. When the kiss thing came, he pecked my cheek and without anyone looking I immadietly wiped it. I didn't like this in any possible way.

Uncle Jeon seemed to have an emotional attack since I saw him blink away unshed tears. He came to his son and hugged him in a fatherly hug. They lasted a few seconds before they parted and he came for me.

I hugged him back and exchanged a look with Jungkook. After that we had to just go to "our" new house. Our? Why tho you'll ask. That's a present from his father for us.

The matte black lamborghini aventador stood out parked right at the entrance. Uncle Jeon stood behind us while we stepped forward. I want this already over with.

I felt his hand on my lower back as he guided us. I kept a straigh face ignoring the shivers from his cold hand and we reached the car. He opened the door for me and I held my dress as I entered.

He closed the door and sat beside me. I turned to uncle Jeon who got in his own car. We stayed in silence the whole time. My luggage have been sent there already thanks to Jungkook this time.

When we reached the big building i found out we will be in apartment. That's so fine with me. We went in the elevator and i leaned on the wall starring at nothingless. He stood beside me silent.

After we reached our floor i got out first and walked searching for the room number. 1190 Here it is. I stepped back as he took the card and swiped it. The door unlocked and we walked inside.

I had already looked around here before the "marriage". I went to my room - the guest room I mean. Me and Jungkook
have come to good terms. We both want it over. Once the deal ends we'll be free.

We both agreed on separete bedrooms. Only when we have guest then we'll be in one room. Both rooms are provided with sofas which can be turned into a bed.

I walked inside my room and quickly made my way in the bathroom. After taking off my make up I took off the dress and put in on hanger. I took a quick shower and changed into a pair of black leggings and put my grey California hoodie over my top.

I took my phone and walked out. There is no trace of Jungkook to my relief. I went to the coach and sat down as I brough my laptop on the table and continued with my work.

Even if I am going to get "married" I still am a worker and I hold pretty much responsibilities so I know that if I start slacking I might even lose the respect I've gotten in this past year.

Hours passed and I am half done with everything. The room has gotten pretty warm and I started feeling myself heat. Still there is no sign of Jeon Jungkook, which is just so relieving.

I took off my sweatshirt and immadietly sighed out as I felt my skin get back to it's own temperature. I tied my hair in a bun and continued working.

When I finished my task for today I glanced over my watch to see what's the time. The digits show "00:23" and i refuse to accept the fact that I worked till midnight. 

I closed my laptop and rubbed my template as I eased the small increasing tension. I looked up when I heard a beep sound and soon the tall brunette stood infront of me.

I looked away and he cleared his throat in the awkward silence. He took his coat and hanged it on the hanger before disappearing in the kitchen. After a moment he returned

I opened my laptop to review some old designs I had made through the years.

He went to his room and I nearly cried out of relief. Now I just need to make sure that he won't come out any other minute. I drowned myself in work and lost track of time.

My eyes started to close and I forced them open once for the hundred time. I guess it won't be that bad if I just sleep here. I took the blanked that layed on the side of the coach and covered myself as I closed my eyes and relaxed.