Raine

Chapter 4

I woke up sluggishly. In the same room that I was captured in before. I sit up and hug my knees. I couldn't stop the tears from falling as the events from yesterday flood my mind. 

There was a soft knock at the door. In came Raine with a small plate and a cupcake on top of it with a lit candle inside of it.

"Happy Birthday Bellissimo." (Gorgeous)

I said nothing to him and I just stared ahead as the tears streamed down my face. I didn't want to celebrate my birthday after I just witnessed a sweet guy I cared for get shot in the damn head yesterday night.

"Principessa? (Princess) Do you hear me?" He said softly. Setting the plate down next to me on a nightstand table.

I said nothing to him. I just let the tears stream down my face. My birthday meant nothing to me. Woohoo I'm finally 18. 18 and locked away in a fucking prison cell.

He sighs and walks out the room. I begin to sob. I hate this. I hate it here. I hate my Dad, I Hate Raine, I Hate Nicole. I hated everyone and everything in this moment. I cried my eyes out until I could cry no longer. I was so hurt. I escaped and I thought that something like this would be over. But no, instead I'm going through way worse. I hate life so much.

I cried, and I cried and I cried. For about 6 hours straight with no end in sight. My soul was shattered.

I'm just a kid. I was in my senior year of highschool, I won't even get to graduate. I never got to experience prom or senior homecoming.

I fight back tears again. I sigh and decided to atleast take care of myself. I get up out the bed and walk over to the bathroom. Turning on one of the million shower knobs. I let the warm water slap my skin.

Taking a clean white towel and soaping it all up with dove soap. I scrub my body vigorously making sure to get every crevice. Slowly finishing my shower. I open the walk in closet. Grabbing some black leggings and a white sweater that would surely be oversized on me.

Throwing the clothes on I settle back into bed. Pulling the covers over my body. I lay there in silence. My spirit was broken. I didn't know what to do. I was so close to leaving, so close. Then that opportunity was taken from me.

I feel the tears well up in my eyes again, before I began to cry like a baby. My hot tears falling down the sheets. I missed my mom. I missed Kano. I didn't know where I was at only that I was with a fucking lunatic.

Wiping my tears I could feel myself getting sleepier. My eyelids heavy before I close them.

***
It's been a week since Raine has captured me again. A week without no food. A week without saying a word to anyone. Anytime he sent someone I sat in silence. Refusing to talk.

My mind said so much though. Everyday racing to try and find a way to escape.

Then there was a echo of gunfire. I quickly shot up looking around.

The sound of machine guns downstairs. I could hear men shouting and bullets flying everywhere. My heart hammered against my chest. I run into the bathroom and lock the door. Covering my ears sobbing.

I hear someone bust open my door.

"Where is she?!" I heard.

I cover my mouth and ball up in the shower. My whole body shaking. Tears silently pour out of my eyes. Why has my life come to this? What did I do to deserve this?