Last Chance (freenbecky )

2(hope I'll not regret)

Freen pov

I love her so much I can't even tell in words how much i love her but I'm too coward to tell her I know I don't deserve her she is too precious she needs someone who can openly love her who can protect her form this world.

I know she knows that I love her more than a friend and she wants me to tell her that i want her to stay that  how much i love her I know she's been waiting for me for too long and I always afraid of this time when she get tired of waiting for she I know she rejected so many proposal just for me everyone wants to be her gf bf and to be honest I get jealous every time when someone approach her but I know I don't have the rights and it's all my fault

I'm afraid to lose her if I confess my feelings if we became a couple and then this world, people, society wil not accept us so many couples breakup because of this and I don't want that to happen with us I can't afford to lose her so that's why I prefer to stay as friends more than as a couple

But now, when she tells me she is leaving, my whole world has become upside down, I can't believe what I heard more as I don't want to believe it

Freen:
" w what do u m mean by  leaving? Where are u going?"

Becky:
"freen, I already told you that this is the last time I'm asking because l I'm going back to l London. "

Freen:
"What do u mean by going back to London? What about your career? Huh, are u leaving everything behind just like this?"

Becky:
"Freen, I need to complete my degree. My parents want me to focus on my studies."

Freen:
" Y you can study online like u do. so why? I know you are lying. There are other reasons for this, and your studies are not an issue. So tell me tell me why are u going why are u leaving"

Becky:
"Yes, you are right, freen. Im going because I want to take a b break freen. i come here in my last hope, but I know that u never gonna return my love. Actually, I don't want u to return my love. I know you love me more than friends but I want u to accept your own feelings and u can't even accept your own feelings I'm just tried of everything even know over fans starts to notice that something is off .
I don't want to leave you freen but I I neen some time freen some time to get rid of these f feelings that i have for u.am human to freen i neend some time if i want to move on from u.i know  that you also want this"

It hurts so much when she say she wants to get rid of her fellings for me but why this is what I want and when she is giving me why it's hurt it's hurt like a hell but I hope I won't regret this later but I know this is best for us

Freen:
" So you are leaving everything behind, so you are also l leaving m me,"

Becky:
" Just give me some time freen I will return.return as your f friend because now I know that we can't be more than that and I'm ok with it I don't blame u for not returning my love it's ok it's your life I know you love me u care for me a as friends and it's ok it's more then enough but plzz j just give me some time to move on"

Freen:
"Do you h hate me know?,"

Becky:
" No freen noo, I can never hate freen. plzz don't think like that freen, I promise I will get back to you,"

Freen:
"And when do u p plan to g go?"
Becky:
" T tonight actually I come here to meet u and say my goodbyes but I just try my last chance🙃 but it's ok I already knew your answer so yeah hmm and I'm sorry I don't tell u about this earlier because I knew you will not allow me to g go."

Freen:
"A and if I still don't a allow u to go then w will s stay.😢"

Becky:
" I'm s sorry, but n no, it's better f for b, both of us, freen plzz don't make it hard for m me,"

Freen:
" O ok then g go because it's better for boht of u us but remember y your promise u have to return to me
Ok, and I'm s sorry. "

Becky:
" Yes, I promise I will return to u as soon as I get rid of these f feeling which is coming between our friendship,"

It hurts,but this is for better

Freen:
" How much time do u have left before you g go?"

Becky:
"2 hours"

Freen:
" Hmm c can you spend your 2 hours with m me before you g go ? Please, I will not take no as an answer."

Becky:
"Okay then, lest forget all this and spend our 2 hours happily ok "

Freen:
" Okay,"

I hope I will not regret this later

To be continue....

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