Fight for you

My time

(Your pov)

The time passed by and the concert was finally starting. The two boys and I talked a lot and they didn't want to leave when their manager told them to go and join the others. I felt so lighthearted while talking to them as if there wasn't a 14-16 year old gap between us. As if we knew each other for so many years. Maybe for decades even if it was just a few minutes.

I smiled and laughed genuinely after God knows how long with them. I felt so sad when they had to leave and they seemed to share that feeling as well. I looked around and I saw no one except for me and Sonal.

'Wait Sonal!!?? She was actually here?'

I didn't even realise that she was with me and I think that she also forgot about me.  Well what to do now. I slowly went back and sat down on my seat. She looked up from her phone and she looked really surprised.

Sonal- oh, hi! you were here as well?

Well my suspicion was correct but you didn't have to be that rude. I bit the inside of my cheek and forced a smile which didn't even reach my eyes, a whole different story from when I was with the boys.

You- yeah I was. What has so engrossed that you forgot about me?

Sonal- oh....er........nothing.......yeah nothing....really.

She tried avoiding eye contact with me and that felt damn odd. No matter what she was my girlfriend at the end of the day.

You- oh ok.

She nodded and went back to her phone.

*time skip*

Just a few minutes more and the concert would start. I could feel all the excitement coursing through my body. I forgot about every worry in my body as all the armys including me were chanting the fanchant.

We all screamed in pure joy when the boys got up on the stage. I felt like crying from the etacasy that I was feeling. I loved them from the bottom of my heart. I could consider myself the luckiest person cause I got the vip tickets and I could see the boys from so close on.

There weren't many people in the vip section yet it seemed really crowded to me.

'Damn you my anxiety'

I saw Namjoon walk up towards the section where I was sitting and jin followed his suit. Both of them started searching the crowd and finnaly when we made eye contact, they smiled and winked at me while jin gave me a flying kiss. I flushed red and all the armys cheered around me.

'Armys are truly great. Bangtan taught us well'.

I smiled at that thought. Then I paid attention to whatever they were saying and then we all started singing together even though more than half of us didn't know the proper korean lyrics. But oh well who tf cares. All we care about is the feeling.

The concert went on and on and it was halfway through when the boys were just playing around with each other and the stadium was just filled with smiles and laughs. It was truly so joyful there.

I was just enjoying the scene taking place on the stage when Sonal tapped on my shoulder.

Sonal- hey I wanted to tell you something important.

You- yes of course, go on.

I said with a huge smile.

Sonal- I don't think I can continue this anymore. I'm sorry I don't like you anymore and I want to just break things off right no-.

You- hold up, hold up. What now. You know it's not the time or the place to be joking around right? What do you mean by 'breaking things off'?

I said that a little louder than expected and it got the attention of some armys and they started surrounding us to see what was wrong. By this time the smile on my face fell and a frown took it's place instead.

Sonal- you know what I exactly mean by breaking things off so stop avoiding the fucking reality like you always fucking do! Delusional bitch!

She rolled her eyes at me. Rolled her fucking eyes at me!!!

At that time I didn't know what was happening and tears blurred up my eyes.

You- 4 years! 4 FUCKING YEARS is the time I wasted with you just so you could just break things off so easily with me huh!! You are not the girl that I fell for. You are not the girl that always used to remind me her love for me. Who the hell are you!?

By this time tears were streaming down my face and I was literally looking like a mess while she looked unbothered like it was nothing. Like my feelings were nothing.

Sonal- listen I like someone else and I've tolerated enough of your clingy attitude these past few weeks and I'm unable to handle you anymore so just get away from my life already. Suck it up loser.

That was it.

You- suck it up huh!! If you had enough of my behavior then why the fuck did you come all the way here with me? Why the fuck didn't you break things off earlier when we were at home? I didn't know you were so fucking materialistic. And remember it's not you who's had enough but it's me who's had enough of your bratty attitude. I don't want to tolerate YOU anymore and I hate you so much right now. Get lost and don't show me your face ever anymore.

Sonal- I've found someone better than you anyways.

You- it's evelyn isn't it?

I said lowly.

Sonal- how did you-

You- I knew it. She's always the one.

I looked even worse than before and I was shaking hysterically while crying. I looked up and noticed that now everyone was looking at me and closing up on me asking if I was ok or not. Obviously I was not ok considering that I have social anxiety.

My breathing started becoming uneven and I was shaking more violently than before. Then I heard that hard yet worried voice call out to me.

Namjoon- y/n.

I looked over to his direction with my glossy and red eyes and he was quickly approaching me along with the other members. He caught me just before my knees gave up on me. I caught his arm before pointing my finger at Sonal.

You- you didn't have to ruin this perfect night for me!!

I said before everything went black. Was it finally gonna be my time!

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Author- sorry for any mistakes 💜