Zayn.
So nothing really happened with the boys yesterday. I'm watching This Is Us as I'm typing and I'm getting super emotional. Will there even be a concert movie for OTRA tour??? Cause you left and all so idk.
Do you stay in touch with the boys? I've been wondering if they are still mad at you. Like they said they weren't, but I still feel like there is some pent up anger towards you leaving. It was almost your 5 years together. I don't get why you couldn't wait till at least end of tour. people paid money to see you ALL. You are so many girls faves and you just left without most being able to see you once.
Okay I'm done with that rant cause it's going no where honestly. I still love you babe. You know that.
How's your life? Are you really going solo? I really did like that song that Naughty Boy (aka greasy meatball) put up to spite us. If you were working with anyone else I would be okay with it, but I hope you realize soon that NB hates us and try's to start shit.
Do you know how hard it is to look at my room now? It's basically filled with merch and such and now it's hard to look at cause you are no longer with them. I saw the new OTRA tour merch and it's so weird seeing the other four without your face next to them. It doesn't look right nor will it ever. 5/5 forever and always!
All the love, Kristina.
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Letters to Zayn
FanfictionThis should have been started since the horrid day happened (March 25,2015), but here it is now. This is basically gonna be a book of me writing to Zayn everyday and how I feel about him being gone and what the boys do in their careers. Just my gene...
