Do Jae the person that I love or can I say that I loved. He died from a car accident coming to my place for our night date. Til I had a phone call from the hospital that he passed. I loved him more than anything, loved him more than anything in this world, I think even more than I love myself. I couldn't move on from him, my friends tried encouraging me to date again but I couldn't because I felt Iike If I did, I would be betraying his love though I know I will never get to see him, feel his touch, see his smile when he looks at me, feel his warmth when I'm having a panic attack as he hugs me telling me those sweet words of 'it's alright, am here with you.'
As I entered a cafe the bell rang followed by a kind voice greeting me. " Hello! How can I help you?" the barista asked, " um one medium Cappuccino.... please?" I requested hesitantly. It was his favourite coffee, guess didn't know where I was since I went where my legs took me and the cafe is where my legs took me since it was his favourite cafe. When I got my drink and paid I headed to the lake to sightsee the sunset nearby my house just across the street. Holding the handrail that separates me from the lake while I got lost in the beauty of the sun as it sets.
"Do Jae, the sunset is so pretty that it makes me so sad",
"Am doing so well....my panic attack is coming less now....and... and" I broke down in tears failing to keep it all together because I was lying through my teeth. My life is more miserable because I keep missing, I feel so lost that I don't know where to start looking and get panic attacks more often because of my past. I felt no purpose to live or to keep going on "Hey Do Jae how about I join huh... I ... I need here with me" I put the coffee down as I jumped over the rails still holding the handrails looking at the waves hits the rocks with force as I closed my eyes letting go of the handrails still I felt the coldness of the water surround me while I opened my eyes to look up the blurry surface till my eyes are cover with the emptiness of the dark as my last thoughts played in mind. "am coming Do Jae..."
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No wonder Y/n is obsessed with him.... :<3
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