Lost in the cloud random dumps

chapter 82 translation.

Cirrus: "Is there something you can't tell someone even if it meant you die?"

Skylar has a "well obviously" face.

Skylar: "Is there anyone who doesn't have a secret like that?"

Cirrus: "What?"

Skylar: If It's something I can't say even if it meant I'd rather die, so why would you ask?"

Cirrus: "It's just.."

"I think I'd die of frustration If i kept something like that to myself.

"I was wondering if it would be okay If I told you though."

Skylar is listening intently.
Skylar: "..."
"What?"

It won't let me translate the 1 letter syllable but I think it's cirrus going "Um.." or "Its.." not rlly sure?

Cirrus:(In a humorous way) "Well..I pissed myself a lot like a dog once."

(okay wait so in the korean meaning it says "그것도 개 많이" which means in the translator it didnt make sense it translated to "that's a lot of dogs" but then i looked it up online what the slang/idiom meant and it means like "fucking many" "extremely" "like a dog" or "Something like an animal not a human" so it does tend to get confusing, so i changed it to a lot like a dog to make it make more sense lmfao)

Skylar:"You?! When?"

Cirrus:"...3rd grade."

(lmfao this is my favorite part)

Skylar: "No way, that's a bit outrageous..no? I can't take it pfft ha ha ha ha!"

"Don't tell me where to go, now I'm fucking awake kya ha ha ha ha!"

(i love skylar hes so funny 😭)

Cirrus has a scowl on his face unamused from Skylar's laughing.

Cirrus: "Well what about you?"

Skylar: "Uh.."

Cirrus: "I was gonna finish talking, but your reaction makes me nervous to continue."
"Are you really not gonna tell me anything about you?"

"Tell me about yourself as well."

Skylar: "I don't want to, why do you wanna know?"

Cirrus: "Because I like you, not that complicated." (he says I like you but then the translator says "nothing hard but i changed it.)

Skylar just has a confused look to that.

Cirrus:"Ah..I wanted to die after saying that for no reason."
"If i don't come to school just know it's because of you." (humorous way also the foreshadowing lmaoo)
"Mmmmmrghhh 😣"
(best way i can describe the noise lmfao 😭)

Skylar: "If you were gonna get all embarrassed, why'd you talk about it?"

(FAVORITE PART OMGG)

Cirrus: "Because it's you."

Skylar blushes.

Skylar: (his thoughts) "That bastard's crazy!"
"Why would he say something like that?!"
"Argh! It's awkward for nothing."
"Let's talk and end it for today."

Skylar: "Okay, I'll at least say.."
"When I was in middle school, I drank at a friend's house."
"That's all we've did." (im not sure abt this i even looked up the word and i translated it the best i could!)

Cirrus: (assuming he said huh) "..What?"

Cirrus: (angry joking tone) "What?? Are you kidding me?? You call that a big secret?"

(man skylar is too funny 😭)

Skylar: "It's true..I'm not lying."

Cirrus: "Well yeah!! BUT that's not the thing, that's nothing!"
"If that's all, you can just go out right now and say that to anyone you see."

Cirrus: "Ah...I feel like I'm the only one who's lost and gone through so much."

Skylar: "Which is why I'll say there's nobody as strong as you."  (joking way lol)

Skylar: (its distant talking because its still in cirrus pov but still has dialouge from him.) "When I was younger I use to make fun of Ha-yeon." (Ha-yeon is Skylar's little sister.)

Cirrus: "Skylar, should we try it out now?"

Cirrus: "Even if I die I wouldn't be able to tell somebody for the rest of my life."

so this is the part where cirrus is gonna try to kiss Skylar.
Skylar flinches and realizes what's happening, and pulls away, then Cirrus gets aggravated and pushes him down.

Cirrus: "Why won't you do it with me?"
"Why do you always seem grossed out by it?"
"Do I seem dirty to you?!"

(okay incoming for SA/weird things.)

Cirrus: "Hm?"
"Oh, are you excited?"
(he was looking at skylars yk what ☠️)

Cirrus: "Well, if you dont like kissing, let's try other things."
"I'm good at other things too."

Skylar: (skylar starts to grow more tense and confused)

Skylar:"Hey, why are you doing this? Are you crazy?!"
Cirrus grabs him by his jaw and starts kissing his neck.

Skylar: "What are you doing?! Are you crazy? Get off of me!"
(translator isnt translating one part but i believe skylar calls out Cirrus's name.)

Skylar: "Cirrus, please stop..."

Cirrus then realizes what hes doing and then backs away from his neck, and he leans into his shoulder with tears streaming down his face.

Cirrus: Sky..I'm sorry.."

chapter ends.