☆ A rockstars girlfriend ☆

Act 5

☆ this chapter has mentions of insecurities and self hate if you dont wanna read, please skip that part ☆

My phone alarm went off at 7:30 in the morning. I opened my eyes and slammed my hand around the night stand to find my phone. My phone also woke up Abi "Kannst du bitte dein Telefon ausschalten? Ich versuche hier zu schlafen!" (can you please shut your phone up? I'm trying to sleep here!).

I found my phone and turned off the alarm. "Entschuldigung, aber Sie haben heute auch ein Konzert vor sich" (sorry, but you also have a concert to go to today). That seemed to wake up Abi real quick and she jolted up and out of her bed.

"Entspannen Sie sich, das Konzert beginnt erst um 21 Uhr" (relax the concert doesn't start until 7 at night). Abi relaxed and walked back to her bed from the bathroom.

"Warum weckst du mich dann so früh auf?" (then why would you wake me up so early?). I stay up and let myself adjust to my surroundings. "Weil ich dachte, dass wir etwas Zeit für den Schwesternkontakt verbringen könnten, aber ich schätze, du würdest lieber schlafen" (Because i thought that we could do some sister bonding time but i guess you would rather sleep)

That seemed to catch her attention. "Was genau werden wir sein?" (What exactly are we going to be doing?) I pondered for a minute. "Vielleicht können wir nach dem Frühstück ausgehen, dann irgendwohin gehen, zu Mittag essen und zusammen Filme schauen, bis es Zeit ist zu gehen." (maybe we can go out for breakfast, then go out somewhere, go eat lunch, watch movies together until it's time to go.)

My sister went back to getting ready as soon as she heard that we were going out today.

I walk over to my bag and got out baggy blue jeans, a plan black skin tight crop top and my leather jacket. (https://pin.it/4A5kXZE).

I also started to look for my makeup while I was inside of my luggage. While digging for my make-up. I found a camera. Not like the newer ones but more like the cameras they had in the 80's to early 90's

It was my camera, but I never packed. I love my camera and I didn't want it to get lost or broken. Maybe I accidentally left it in my bag last time I went somewhere.

I put the camera down and got my makeup. I quickly shut my bag and put my clothes and makeup down.

Moments later my sister walks out with a towel wrapped around her chest. "Du kannst jetzt duschen" (you can use the shower now). I grabbed my stuff while Abi was looking for her clothes.

I put my clothes down and stripped out of the pjs that I was wearing. I turn on the shower when I got done stripping and jumped into the shower.

I took the shampoo bottle and put some shampoo on my hands before rubbing the soap into my hair.

After I was 100% sure that the shampoo was lathered in my hair enough, I was would the shampoo and get the conditioner. I don't the same thing I did with the shampoo by taking the bottle, putting some on my hands, and lathering. Instead of washing the conditioner out, I left it in while I put body wash all over my body.

I washed the soap off of my body and the conditioner out of my hair. I stepped out and turned the shower off.

I looked at myself through the foggy mirror, feeling a little insecure. I mean every girl is insecure about something. Rather it their nose, teeth, eyes, hair, legs, arms, personality etc. But I was insecure about my stomach. It wasn't like I hated my weight, I was confident in my weight. I was also perfect weight for a 17 year old. It was the scar on my stomach.

When I was younger around the ages of 13 or 14 years old. Me and my friends Khloe and Sofia would play with fire, knifes and stuff that parents worn their younger kids not the play with. Well I should have listened. Me, Khloe and Sofia got a steel garbage bin that we found on someones porch. Obviously being unreasonable and irresponsible teens, we threw anything flammable inside of the bin.