Are we destined?

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For starters;

My name is M******* Kris K******* D****** or you can just call me Kris. I live in Si***** mi***** Zamboanga City. I was 13 years old when i met my beautiful girlfriend Shar V******* M******** or just Shar.

Our book started when our friends shipped us, but before that let me tell you what happened.

Me, Kris, is happily living my life during pandemic. but it all turns grey when we had class na i was so devastated i didn't wanna go out to my house but all that changed.

Let me tell you first my favorite thing that happened to us.

I can't really sense her presence, maybe because i wasn't really into that kind of stuff... you know crushing? pero ano ba mali don.

One time i was so bored there's no class or maybe there is? i cant recall it na. i was staring at the windows to my right side but when i turned i was shocked when someone staring at me or sa likod pero sa likod naman talaga hehehehe so yun nga. she was still staring then i fight back we had a staring contest but in the end i lost i was so kinikilig i even talked it to my friends what happened. that time was when i noticed her features. her plumpy lips its so cute when u touch it. it feels nice, her eyes, those innocent eyes ~ that's the first thing what i like about her, those nose, GIRL???? ARE YOU A CELEBRITY??? tangos tangos kanino mo namana yan girl, HER HAIR LITERALLY BUTTERFLIES, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA parang kinder lagi looks nya dahil sa hair nya ang cute ng mamai ah galing gumawa (ng anak)

Hindi ko kinayanan ang nangyari nag-stay pa sa utak ko ang nangyari na iyon mga 2 days ata?

i always daydream but one day i daydreamed about her (funny how i don't tell these stories to anyone even in my girlfriend). i always daydream about fighting, zombies, me the president. yeah pretty cringe so yun na nga back to the story

i daydreamed that she likes me daw nagshiship si ma'am celit tas kami naging pair tas bigla nagconfess sakin si shar ganyan ganyan tas hinintay nila response ko pero di nila inaasahan na i humbly rejected her. proud pa si feeling pogi o

so nagkakilala kami kasi inadd ako sa gc nila (gusto ko naman talaga sumama don di ko lang alam bat di nila ako ina-add)

pano nga ba ako inadd sa gc tanong mo? well nagcomment ako sa post ng friends nya nagmall kasi sila tapos hindi ako nakasali kaya i was jealous gusto ko rin maranasan kaya nagcomment ako ng "bat di ako pinasama" wait kalimutan ko basta something like this. funny yung caption don insert - shar m— bata pa lang sya never na siya pinapayagan maglaro sa labas lalaag pa kaya

nagustuhan nila comment ko kaya inadd nila ako sa gc well ako lang to. kaya every night and every day active kami sa gc. they were so fun kausap then one night...

di ko narealize na kami na lang pala ni shar na nagchachat sa isat isa sa gc kung hindi sinabi ni potato na magchat sa pm na lang e don na kami naguusap sa gc.

we were talking about marvels and movies alala ko pa yung doctor strange na gustong gusto nya. i was planning to watch that pero i don't know saan kaya sabi nya sakin watch ko na lang daw "The secret world of Arriety" kaya kinaumagahan agad agad kong pinanood to (syempre walang breakfast idol niyo) nang matapos ko na chinat ko na siya.

It was my first time na mag first move sa girl hehehe skl si shar ang nag add sakin and sya pa una nag first move? haba naman ng hair ko girl kaya nung umaga na yon binuhos ko na lahat ng confidence ko para sa chat na yon i was actually scared baka iseen nya lang ako or haha react lang or baka heart lang. good thing maayos reply nya

we were so joyful and ang ingay namin kumbaga kahit sa chat ingay pa rin syempre nakacapslock lahat ng words eh

(btw my world turns rainbow when i met her)

so nagiging mas close and close and close kami tas ayaw nya pang aminin na sya una nag 'i love you' sakin kahit wala pang label:D

my favorite memories namin yung naghug kami nung paalis na siya. hehehehe yabang yabang nya sabi nya hahug nya daw ako pag nasa gate na kami ng school

we talked day and night, araw gabi, every hour and minute and seconds hanggang sa maabot kami sa relationship stage. it took us 3 months to date atleast we're not rushing or nagrarush nga kami?

tinago namin both sa parents namin iyon ayaw naming mapagalitan, magrounded, and worst of all mapaglayo sa isat isa.

i love our talking, jealousy, laughing, fighting, and crying although sya lang umiiyak HAHAHAHAHAAHA di ko alam ganito pala ako kamanhid

lagi kami nagmemeet sa library eh parang dun na nga tirahan namin e it was so cute pero sadly we stopped coming there when marami na talagang tao. di na kami mag classmate this time kaya tuwing recess and uwian lang kami nakakapagkita it was sad

i don't know if i should tell this or not but am not gonna publish it anyways so, we got our first kiss in such a young age tho it was worth it i dont care by then we keep making out we always find ways just to make out idk love drives ourselves crazy?

there was a time na ang laki ng away namin  dahil lang sa album nung bata pa ko. may album kasi kami ng 'kindergarten crush' ko
tas eto sya kinukulit ako "edi kayo na may album" i was so patient that i keep ignoring what she was saying which make me regret it i should have assured her pero i did not kaya di nya ko kinausap. naglagay sya ng notes about blablabla basta malungkot sya tas may random dude na nagsabat sa md nya ng "kung ako yan di kita gaganyanin" which made my heart dropped off tinignan ko dm nya which i was not supposed to do, i was invading her privacy na e tas boom lot of things happened

we confronted the dude (iykyk) but he keeps denying things like di nya daw alam may bf ay sira ba utak nya eh lagi ako nisstory non e tas pfp pa mukha naming dalawa tas di alam may bf tas yon sabi nya pa sakin makikita nya lang daw ako sa school pagkatapos ng graduation nila pero till now wala pa rin? psh loser

we were both awardees pero sya consistent nakapasok sya sa first quarter ako wala pero nung second to fourth quarter nakapasok rin naman kami.

she's my role model keber kinayanan nya ang club, sumama ng journalism? math contest? uy si idol pambato ng school, tas always pa sya leader kaya may time dati na di kami nakakapagusap dahil busy sya while me just chilling watching videos online eh kasi wala ngang responsibilities e.

in the end of school year, kinuha na namin medal namin but sadly during that time nag away kami. i always break my promises kasi e:( that time dapat ilelegal ko na sya sa parents ko but i cant even do anything nagpapapansin sya sakin but i cant say a word not even a single thing i admit i was scared, pathetic, weak but i hope someday makukuha ko na rin yung courage na ipapakilala ko sya.

nag-away talaga kami nyan e pero di na lang ako mag talk baka magalit pa sakin:>

now grade 9 na kami i hope our journey will be continued im hoping for our best i wish no one's gonna feel tired. no love will ever fade, i hoped. (i cant promise it)

so since wala na ko masabi and only 200 words na lang kulang tetell na lang ako random memory na nangyari

THE CAMPSSSSSSS MY FAV

math camp, bkd camp, tle camp

math camp is 11/10
the hingal and soundtrip char, di tayo magsame team non and it was boring not until our games:> YK SISSYQO i wouldn't call it game.

bkd camp 20/10
girl??? it was bitin syempre the samyang;>, yung samyang na kinain natin nag-challenge pa tayo don e kung sino una matapos sya masusunod and as expected ako talaga mananalo bagal nya kumain e. same team na kami nito tas napili kami para sa yell nakakatamad sumayaw pero go lang ayoko maging troublesome sa team namin tas nakikita ko sya ang gloomy halatang ayaw doon HAHAHAAHAHAH dapat talaga kasi nasa games kami. proud pa ko kasi nanalo kami binigyan kami ng candies para sa prize syempre yung monami fav namin yun e, di kami binigyan ng school supplies kineep nila para sakanila

tle camp 1/10
this is the most boring camp ive ever been to, no events manonood ka lang sa teachers na nagcacut ng fruits pero okay lang naman basta andon si shar. nagaway pa kami nito e kasi di ko sya in-update kaya di nya ko pinansin ilang mins pero nag give up na rin sya kaya pinansin nya na ko pero galit pa rin kaya binigay ko na lang samyang sakanya para di na magalit i think it worked?

our journeys are still starting......

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 13, 2023 ⏰

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