The moon rises as it awakes from its sleep while the sun goes to rest. Wind blows freely in the night sky and takes a moment to kiss Jisoos face sending tiny chills across her cheeks. The stars being the only friends who keep Jisoo company, they twinkle about as if talking to her. Just for tonight, she felt content without a single thought in her mind to distract her from the minimal amount of joy in her life.
Jisoo walks through the streets memorizing every bench, store, curb, street name as she follows the route home. After having to work 3 shifts everyday just to stay afloat, she was exhausted. Going from school and directly to her job took a massive toll on her health. Sometimes she finds herself on the brink of collapsing or so mentally distraught that she can't even sleep at night.
Eventually she had to make her way to a nightmare she refuse to call 'home'. When she enters the house, there's shards of glass and cigarette buds lying around the floor, waiting for someone to clean up. Some new some old. Making her way to her bedroom the smell of alcohol reeks through the halls. Just as she is about the go up the stairs, her father slurs incoherent words towards her. Ignoring him, she climbs up the stairs. When she makes it to the top, a loud crash echos from the living room. Her father was yet again pissed for whatever reason.
None of this was new to her. This was just a pattern of life she goes through. The shards of glass that have been thrown around when her father was angry did not shock her. The drunken state he was in did not shock her. The unbearable stench inside the house did not shock her. Nothing did, she had already witness the worse of things.
When she finally reaches her room, she locks the door and gets ready for the night. After she's done with her routine, she opens her lamp and starts on her homework. Being drowned in school work temporarily distracts her from the hell below her and most of her problems. When she's done, she climbs into bed and falls asleep knowing tomorrow is just another thing she has to endure.
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HOPE | BLACKPINK
Fanfic4 Girls 4 Endings • • • • In which Jisoo, Jennie, Chaeyoung, and Lisa are trying to hold onto hope while living through unbearable circumstances. • Only having each other, they find happiness. • Will the happiness last? • TRIGGER WARNING: sensitive...
