Who are you?

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Monday June 1st

Today was a usual workday at the office for Joe, his boss being unervingly kind and his coworkers being as tired as if it was still the weekend. Joe walked into the living room, hanging up his keys, to get dinner ready for him and his boyfriend Caspar. As he walks to the black granite island, he stops to see beautiful, deep red calla lilies in a crystal clear vase. Joe walks over to look at them, smelling them, noticing a small note in the center.

Caspar * Hey babe, here are your favourite flowers for your least favourite day of the week.*

Joe smiled at the tiny card, black lace bordering its edges. Caspar had Joe's heart and always would.

Tuesday June 2nd

Another usual day at work, his boss too busy looking at papers to notice Joe, and coworkers having an extra pep in their step from to much coffee. Joe returned home, preparing to make a super special meal for Caspar for his sweetness the other day. He bought all the ingredients for pizza before he headed home. As he stepped inside the house, Joe hears a noise in the kitchen. He drops everything and runs to the kitchen, thinking Caspar came home early. When he looked up, Joe saw a stranger in the kitchen, placing a similar crystal vase on the island, white calla lilies and a card in the middle. The man quickly ran past Joe, leaving the house. Joe slowly walkd over and looked at the card. He hadn't even noticed that the handwriting wasn't Caspar's. Joe stares at the card, tears streaming on his face. Caspar made a fool of Joe, he felt stupid. Everything went blurry and all Joe could remember was screaming at Caspar, until the blonde boy entered his old room, Joe eventually returning to his own. The bed felt empty, missing something but it didn't matter to Joe. He was confused. "I need to know, I need to know."

Wednesday June 3rd

At work, the boss was starting to show stress lines on his forhead, and the coworkers were just busy working, slight lines on their faces too. After work Joe heads home, putting down his stuff and getting ready for dinner, jumping when he sees a figure on the couch. Joe grabs the broom, in case it was the same man as yesterday, still keeping it in his hands as he notices the person was Caspar. As the blonde boy motioned for him to sit, Joe carefully shuffling to the chair, still clutching the broom.

Caspar "Joe, I am sooo sorry for yesterday. I know that you must feel upset but even if I didn't write the card, the flowers and the meaning behind the words were from me. Sure I paid for someone to write it and bring the flowers, but they held my feelings in them. I promise there won't be anymore flowers or gifts unless they are from me."

The blonde boy held out his arms, asking for Joe's soft hug, both boys eyes brimming with tears. Joe caved in, giving the boy a hug and light kiss. Joe felt like the world was theirs and they could do anything. He guided the blonde boy to their bedroom, shutting the door behind them. They never parted all night.

Thursday June 4th

By this time, Joe's boss was screaming at everyone (except Joe, who he always treat like a God) to get their work done, and the coworkers were a scrambling mess, trying to get everything together. Joe headed home a slight jump in his step because tomorrow was Friday. He enters the house and turns the corner and fall to his knees. On the black island were black calla lalies, the ones at his mother's funeral. Casper lied. He didn't mean it when he said the flowers would stop. He lied and made a fool out of Joe again. Joe felt angry and when Caspar came home, Joe was just sitting at the island, circling his finger around the rim of it. The blonde boy tried explaining it wasn't from him and he called the delivery off, but Joe wouldn't have any of it. They were all lies anyways. Joe screamed his inner feeling out.

Joe "Who are you today? Will up be the sun or the pouring rain? Who are you tomorrow? Will you make me smile or just bring me sorrow? When I'm lost or scared, who are you gonna be when nobody there? Who are you today? Cause I'm still the same, Caspar."

For the second night that week, Joe went to bed alone, still not able to sleep.

Friday June 5th

Work was less hectic today, the boss lying in his chair, possibly asleep, while the co-workers looked equally as tired. But as Joe passed his bosses office, something unusual happened. His boss called him in and told Joe to sit down.

Boss "So Joe tell me, is everything okay. I noticed that you have been really stressed lately, or more than usual."

Joe "No sir, everything is just fine."

Boss "So nothing is wrong at home like. Like someone dying, or... Caspar maybe?"

Joe looked at his boss funny and replied no, quickly excusing himself. When he returned home he texts Caspar, saying they need to talk. When Caspar came home Joe explains his theory. He told Caspar that his boss may have possibly framed the blonde boy by sending the flowers. Joe could slowly start feeling himself falling back in love with Caspar, shaking off a strange feeling in the back of his mind.

Saturday June 6th

All day Joe had noticed that Caspar was acting funny. Like the blonde boy was mad. He could help but feel he should do something and tried starting many conversations but with no luck. *maybe he thinks that its my fault that all this happened* Joe thought. Which would mean he had it all wrong. They didn't talk all day after that.

Sunday June 7th

Joe woke up to a Caspar on top of him, who immediately began talking.

Casper "I think I need some space."

Joe "I think I need some space too, to breathe."

Casper "No I think we need some space from each other so we throw your boss of track."

As Joe heard Caspar's plan, he began to dislike it more and more. This would mean no more waking up to Caspar's beautiful face in the mornings anymore. Then he thought.

Joe "But what about at home? I don't know how much space I can take from you all day for such a long time."

Caspar "True we have to have space from each other at all times... but I didn't specify how much space."

Joe was about to question Caspar when the blonde boy leaned in and placed a soft kiss on Joe's lips.

Caspar "This can be our space at home. But only in secret."

A/N
So hey~ now with this song i found it kind of difficult to make it interesting but I think i did a pretty decent job. I like it and I hope you do too. Shout out to stuckinthefandomlife who gave me the idea and song for this. Couldn't have done it without you. Just really thanx. Also i won't be posting a story on "Summer in America" because I'm tired and by the time i write it, it won't be tonight anyways but tomorrow. So comment, vote and friend me. Lol byeee~

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