BEN x reader

Secrets...

The whole week BEN never really talked to me but when I got a chance he would come up with some lame excuse and act like he was in a hurry to leave. I sighed laying on the bed looking at the ceiling of the room me and BEN my boyfriend shares. I kept thinking about how he keeps ignoring me and when he kissed me it didn't feel like what we use to have.

I finally decided to tell him what I felt the next time I got to talk to him, but I will tell my dad non of this or he might banish BEN and I love him to much to let him go! I then covered my head with a pillow not wanting to think about it any more, and as if right on cue BEN walked into the room and before he could walk out I ran to the door and shut it.
"BEN we need to talk...." I said grabbing his hand and leading him to the bed to sit down he looked at me nervously
"W-what?" BEN said and I crossed my arms

"What do you mean by what you know what you did" I said irritated
"Seriously y/n I don't know"
He said shrugging
"Why are you ignoring me" I said huffing he looked at me as if he were hurt.
"I'm not ignoring you it's just..... Something is coming up and I'm just a little on edge" he said taking off his hat and running his hands through his hair.

"What's coming up that's more important than your girlfriend" i said looking away from him. He smiled and cupped my face in his hands and kissed me passionately before pulling away and putting his hat back on.
"Just trust me" he said standing
"But that's what I'm having a hard time doing, I mean we never even spend time with each other like we use to" I sighed and laid back on the bed. He crawled on top of me and pecked my lips
"Babe please just trust me" he said and then kissed both of my cheeks I looked at him and smiled slightly
"Fine but only if I can wear your hat for the rest of the day" I said and he looked at me like I was crazy
"Fuck no!" He said standing up quickly
"Or maybe I can just take it like I did last time" I said sitting up smiling evilly he sighed
"Fine" he slowly took off his hat and handed it to me hesitantly I smiled
"Thank you" i said grabbing the hat and putting it on my head and then I ruffled his hair and giggled. He looked at me annoyed I then leaned in slowly and kissed his lips softly and he smiled slightly
"I love you" I said twirling a piece of his hair in my fingers he pulled me by my waist closer to him
"I love you too" he said with a cute smile inside I still had a feeling he was cheating on me but I couldn't just blame him when I have no evidence..... Besides he would never do that to me..... Right?