I payed there staring at the ceiling for hours. I can't sleep I won't sleep. When I sleep I'm back in that room all over again. By body hurt to bad I could barely move barely breathe. Elias came in at 8 with my breakfast I just rolled in my other side facing away. I don't want to see anyone Elias walks around the bed and crouches in front of me.
"How are you feeling princess"
"Pain"
I said in a whimper I'm in so much physical and mental pain.
"Ok I'll get the doctor"
He walks out of the room and I just lie there. When him and the doctor walk back in Elias is ordered out of the room again and the doctor helps me sit up. She takes off my bandages with a gasp.
"I've never seen wounds to irritated" she medicated them and rebandages them. She walked to my closet grabbing me a tshirt. I skip it on over my head and roll over onto my stomach. I hear the door open but I can't see it so I get startled and sit up. I let out a hiss in pain.
"Easy princess don't hurt yourself"
I let go of my tensed nerves and lay back down.
"Jesus they really did a number on you, you look like fucking Frankenstein"
I didn't wanna talk or be around people right now
"Go away"
"Awww did I hurt your feelings"
I stayed silent and after a few seconds he took the hint and left. I did not like Elias he gives off cocky playboy energy that just makes me mad. Im frustrated at everything how did my life get like this and what did I do to deserve it. I feel like I'm living a strangers like sleeping in her bed. This isn't me anymore I'm not bright and shiny like I used to be. Being in this room makes me to mad. Growing tired of it I stood up and with no warning I start tearing posters and tapestries off the wall grabbing anything I can reach and throwing it until I catch a glance at what I had in my hand. It was a picture of me, my mom, and my dad standing in the rain we looked to happy.
"What's going on in here?"
I whip around and it's Elias I say nothing I just set the picture down gently on the bed then continue breaking stuff. Elias grabs me by my shoulders looking in my eyes which scares me I shove him away which knocks me off balance and I land on my butt he goes to help me up but Then the door opens it's dad.
"What's wrong dew drop?"
"Nothing dad this room just isn't me anymore."
He nods in understanding
"Ok dew drop go stay in the guest room I'll get someone to redo your room"
He tries to grab me to help me up but I refuse
"Please don't touch me"
I stood up on my own pain I can feel the pain again. I grab the picture and go out of the room.
Elias pov
She looked so broken so angry. Angry at the world angry she can't be this person anymore. I knelt down picking up a picture in a broken frame. I brush away the glass and see Amaya when she was 5-7 years old she is 19 now. She was wearing a pink dress and has the goofiest grin on her face. I've never seen her smile. I put the picture in my pocket then here.
"Eli"
Christian delmonte spike behind me.
"Ya?"
I turn to face him
"If she ever gets violent again give her these"
He hand me a handful of syringes
"Tranquilizers?"
"Ya"
I shake my head
"Respectfully sir I will not give those to her. She has a right to feel all her emotions even violent ones"
Christian nods and exits the room. I walk over to the guest room standing outside the door.
"Elias come in here"
Amaya calls I open the door going on.
"What's up princess"
I say smirking
"Teach me to fight"
I shake me head
" I would love to but your father would be furious"
She stands up walking to the mirror
"As much as I love my father he is not a good man. He loses his temper I need to learn to protect myself from him from everyone"
She says I sigh
"Fine but we can't let him find out I kinda like me job"
I give her a cheeky smile to lighten the mood. She turns to me face blank.
" when can we start?"
"Once your wounds heal and your better"
She sighs and sits back down on the bed
She loves him she would be heartbroken if she found out the truth...
Amaya pov
It's 10pm now I can't sleep and I can't stop thinking. The only people I've seen are Elias and my father. Clara is on a job and I know Leon is avoiding me. My father on the other hand is usually so involved with me something is up with him but I don't know what. I need to talk to Leon he usually works out late well used to i don't know if he still does. I walk out of my room
"Princess where do you think your going? Your supposed to be on bed rest and it's late"
I spun around to make eye contact
"To find my brother he is avoiding me and I need to talk to him"
I turn around starting to walk away but he grabs my arm. Part of time lived the way his hand felt but part of me was still terrified.
"It's 10pm"
I pull my arm away
"He usually works out late it helps him sleep"
"Ok then I'll escort you"
I stare at him for a moment taking in his beautiful green eyes his fluffy black hair and tattoos on his neck. I just nod and start walking I can feel him staring I wrap my arms around myself. I can hear his speed up approaching closer
"I didn't mean to make you nervous princess"
He bent down over my should and whispered. My cheeks heat.
"Don't call me princess"
He let out a soft chuckle. I pick up my pace wanting space NEEDING space. I felt like his presence was swallowing me whole. This is the first time ive really been alone with him this long. How fucking far is this gym i feel like this walk in never ending. We finally approach the gym.
"Stay out here this is a private conversation"
He nods staying silent i walk into the gym and there he was Leon. I approach him and clean my throat he turns around me glance at me them turns back to his weights he was lifting.
"Your avoiding me"
"No im not"
"Bullshit"
I say walking around him squatting down holding the bar to the ground. He finally makes eye contact
"Why"
"I SAID IM NOT OK LET IT GO"
He shouted
"No you dont get to yell at me like that. Your going to tell me why your avoiding me"
He sighs letting go of the bar sitting down.
"It was my fault"
We whispers hands over his face then continues
"You endured all that pain and suffering because of me. I thought you where dead i though i killed my little sister"
I squat down in front of him holding his forearms stroking them with my thumb
"Im fine Leon im alive, and it isnt your fault they where going to take me weather you where there or not. It's in the past there is nothing we can do to change it"
He shakes me off and stands quickly walking across the room
"YOUR NOT FINE MAYA LOOK AT YOU ALL THOSE SCARS, HAVE YOU EVEN EATEN YET, HELL HAVE YOU SLEPT AT ALL YOU LOOK AWEFUL"
He was yelling again i hated yelling. The mood in this room was crushing me.
"Damn you could have just said i looked bad"
I rolled my eyes with a sarcastic smile
"Im serious maya im worried"
I sigh sitting down against the wall
"I know. Im trying just give me time ill be ok with time. I just need time"
I repeated he sat down next to me. I lean my head on his shoulder. I hate physical contact recently but he needed this.
"Please keep trying. I love you and i know its not my fault thank you i think i just needed to hear you say it"
He kisses my forehead
"I love you to "
I sigh standing up
"Im going to try to get some sleep"
I walk out that door knowing im not going to sleep. Not yet. Elias was outside the door he followed me.
"How did it go?"
"Good"
"Find out why he is avoiding you?"
"Yeah"
"Care to elaborate?"
"No"
I cant look at him right now im worried with presence will swallow me whole. That it'll suck me in like the current. I open the door to the guest room ive been staying in.
"Goodnight princess"
I shoot a glare at him and enter the room
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The bodyguard
RomanceAmaya delmonte daughter of Christian delmonte, leader of the infamous mafia known as the red death. Though Amaya was raised surrounded by death and chaos she was always kind and cheerful. Until she was taken by the rival gang called the 7 circles. T...
