heartbreaker

School shit

Tweeks pov:

I'm at school right now and it's shit.
Everything is so boring I swear to god i wanna die. And me twitching in class is
Super embarrassing. Like come on.
I have gym class today.. and I hate gym class.

The teacher finally lets us out for break and I decided to
Talk to butters, my friend.
"Hey Tweek" butters says with an innocent smile.
"Hi b-butters" I say.

I feel my mind acting weird again..
all of a sudden I see things...

"Tweek..?" Butters says looking worried as I
Am crouching down with my hands on my head,
Shaking and crying, "your not real" I say with my eyes shut.

"Oh but I am."

"No you aren't"

I keep shaking and crying. I hear people talking..
not just the voices in my head but mr. Garrison.. and
My classmates.. I hear Eric making fun of me..
And Craig looking at me scared and weirded out.
I hear people saying "freak".

"Nobody loves you. You are a freak"

"I'm not a freak!"

"You are"

"You aren't REAL"

I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm scared. I want help.
Someone help me..

The things go away and I see everyone standing around me in horror
As they just saw what happened to me.
"Freak"
I hear Eric say.
"What's wrong him?"
I hear someone say.
"He should be in a mental hospital."
I hear Bebe say.
"Kids go back to class.."
Mr garrison says.
"FREAK"
I hear someone i don't know say.

I open my eyes and burst into tears. Someone save me please.
Just take me away from here.

I run to the bathroom and go into a stall.
I lock the door and sit down and cry..
I take my blade and cut....
And cut...
And... cut.

I but the blade back in my pocket and look at my arm..
Full of blood and cuts.. it's dripping.. I cut too deep.
I go to the sink and wash my arm until..
Someone comes in.

I look at who it is.
"B-butters..? S-s-shit." I look at him.
He looks at my arm and he look horrified..
He's so innocent.. he doesn't deserve to see this.
"I'm sorry.." I say with tears in my eyes.
"I um.. I have to go to class I'm sorry"

He runs out of the bathroom.

I put bandages on my arm and cry as it hurts.

"Fuck.."

I get back to class and sit at my desk.

I hear them talking about me.. whispering..laughing...smirking.

I accidentally fall asleep.. it's so peaceful-
"Tweek Tweak."
I hear mr garrison say. It startled me.
I jump awake and look around the class giggling and looking at me.
"Go to the principals office"

I sigh.

I get to the principals office and sit there listening to him talk to me.
I want to go home.