𝗠𝗮𝗳𝗶𝗮 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝘀𝗵 | 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮 |

2

She sat near the window, admiring the beautiful moon surrounded by thousands of stars in the sky, it always makes her feel so calm and happy, everytime she'd feel low.

Being an only child in the family isn't always fun, she wished to have a sibling or even a friend who would be by her side, with whom she could share her feelings, who would genuinely care for her unlike her parents, for whom she has been a burden ever since she started growing up.

They had always warned her about outsiders, it's not like she's interested anyways, she just wants to live freely and happily with a certain someone, who has taken a piece of her heart ever since he showed up when she was 10, she wonders if he's even aware of her existence.

But then, there is a fact about him that always managed to make her feel ashamed to the bone, no matter how positively she'd thought about it. He is the very guy who's father had harassed her, not once or twice but numerous times.

His dad would always try to touch her, here and there. He'd try to force her and she'd always end up running away from him, he's a friend of her father according to her mom and he often visits her parents.

He had stolen her first kiss that actually belongs to the one she loves, but she herself isn't sure about the person she loves would even recognise her.

She smiled remembering the time of her childhood, when she once got talk to him, she always wanted to be with him until now, but he had never paid a single heed to her.

Soobin is her only friend with whom she feels safe and comfortable, but as soon as she returns home, she feels suffocated. Ever since her teenager life, her parents most of the time would be fighting with each her, that sometimes makes her cry and when they still wouldn't be satisfied enough, they'd start blaming Siya for everything she hasn't even done.

She had never talked back to her parents, even if they'd be wrong about her. She'd swallow all of their harsh words and will continue to hope for better.

She's not successful and indipendent like other girls cause her parents had never let her be so, as long as they're letting her go out for studies, she's fine with it, cause no matter however her parents treats her, they still cares for her right? They maybe are doing this for her own good?

"Tomorrow? Y-yes sure, we will be free."

She heard her dad's slightly panicked voice from outside, as she furrowed her eyebrows.

She stood up and went towards the balcony to see her dad returning home from work, and currently talking to someone on a phone call.

"No no, Mr Choi it's not like that, feel free to visit us whenever you want, and I will let you know about the deal tomorrow."

With that her dad went inside, while she stared at nowhere with wide eyes, the single mention of the man from her dad was enough for her to tremble in fear.

He's going to visit them again, again she will have to face his lusty eyes, which will be pierced through her soul and body, as soon as she'll show up infront of him.

It has been so many years, yet his lust towards her remained the same. He'd even talk dirty to her sometimes when no one would be around, he'd shamelessly say things to her, like how her body always attracted him towards her, how he wants to touch her whole body with his bare hands. She wouldn't even be able to meet eyes with him, cause he's literally the same age as her own father, yet his gaze feels like, he's undressing her by his bare eyes.

She wonder, why in the world he's still after her, she's not even pretty like other girls, wherein, other girls wear dresses, high heels and makeups, Siya only wear glasses, hoodies and sweat pants, cause she don't likes to show her skin much.