well, i'm fucked

7:28

melting into my best friends stained futon
delaying making my brain hazy
the only clarity is I loved you all those years
i think my idea of marriage and life had you in it

I still do
I think this is it
I'll end up loving you and waiting to melt into you

every summer night was only long for you
I went out only to see you
i kissed your friends because you didn't kiss me and then you did and

nothing has been the same since
i love you with endless yellow summer, hazy autumn, bloody-knuckle winter and through the allergy laden spring

the light is on in my fish crowded brain, waiting for you to come home to me tonight