"In the shadows, people become frogs, their ribbiting cries echoing their hidden despair"
My problem with people is that they're too boring to me -maybe because I've spent too much time observing them- after having a lot of friends and enemies I came to the conclusion that : the best way to know a person is to make him tells you about his problems. How he's complaining ? About what and who he's complaining about? Once you get the answer ask why? And you get yourself a perfect description to that person's soul.
Just like a doctor ignores his health to care about his patients or a psychiatrist who's suffering from mental desorderes I think that me focusing too much about people and what they think and how they act or react and how that impacts or generates certain social groups or behaviors made forget about who I am.
I wonder why? Maybe because I lost my soul so I went to look for it in others ? Idk
My last stage of observing people is when I found out that the majority are succeeding in life which made me return to observing my self and finding out that I have abandoned it...which made me feel sad when judging my self (I'm in a really bad position).
To conclude with people: people are good when you know who you are.
They're risky when you don't.
July - 15th
