Bill Kaulitz X Reader

✮𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓢𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷✮

We were just there for a few moments until Bill turned to face me. I looked back at him. He had a smile on his face.

He got closer, and the next thing I know is us kissing...

...

The kiss lasted only a few seconds before he pulled away.. Why'd he do that?

"Sorry, I shouldn't have.." He says looking away in embarrassment. I don't know why he thinks it's wrong, I enjoy this really...

"It's okay! Really.. I didn't mind.." I say to him, trying to comfort him, but I'm pretty sure I did a horrible job at that.

"No no.. I didn't even ask-"

"You didn't ask last time?"

He stayed silent at that. Did I hurt him? I hope not.. 

"Sorry.." I say.. I make him face me again. I give him a soft smile. "I didn't mean to be rude.."

He gives me a soft smile back and nods his head. "Okay..." 

He got closer again. Instead of him giving the kiss, I did. I made sure our lips met. I pulled him closer and he seemed a little surprised at that. The kiss only last about five more seconds until Bill pulled away again. 

"Y/n.."

"Yes?"

"We aren't even together and we're-"

"You're right.. It's wrong.." I say. I loved this but it's true. I didn't even know if he actually liked me or not. Sure he gave me a kiss yesterday and just now, but that didn't change the fact that we weren't together and we still did that, and that his feelings might not be the same as mine.

"No.. I mean in a way yes, but... We can make it right.."

What?

"What do you mean..?" I ask him.

"Just go to sleep.." He says abruptly. I'm lost now..

"Um.. okay.." I say. What really surprised me though is him giving me a kiss on the forehead and turning away from me. What was going on? He was completely giving me mixed signals now.. 

I just tried going to sleep, but it wasn't easy when you were going to sleep right next to the person who just gave you a mixed feeling. What the heck?

...

I just wake up. I didn't even remember going to sleep. I turn to Bill who was still sleeping. I checked my phone for the time, and maybe any messages. 

The time was nine twenty eight. I had gotten two new messages from my best friend, and another from my other friend who was with Georg.

BSF: Hey!! Goodnight!!!

BSF: Good morning!! Hope everything's okay?

Right, I didn't text her back because I was so busy with Bill...

Me: Good morning! Everything's alright I guess! 

She didn't respond for a while...
I checked the other message.

Friend: Hey I know you went out somewhere with Bill~

Ha.. yeah I did!

Me: Yeah, We were trying to not let anyone find out!!

Man, It's a shame they found out we went out trying our best not to alert the others and yet they still knew!

I still don't know how to feel about Bill right now though.. He was still asleep and I didn't want to wake him up. I didn't feel like talking to him really...