The day the world ended(rewrite)

New start

It's been 6 months now, I often find myself having nightmares, seeing my mom dead and not being able to move. It keeps repeating slowly taking over me mentally, making me question life.

Today I start going back to school I'm in 11th grade and now I'm 17 I live by myself.. Legally at 17 it is allowed for who that may wonder.
With how the case with my father has spread I'm bound to get a intense amount of attention, which im dreading, I don't want to be known as the kid with a father who almost killed them but succeeded in killing almost everyone else in the family including their mother and 2 of their siblings. Yeah, sounds so fun, am I right?

I eventually get up and start the day, I get a shower and do my usual routine, which consists of straightening my hair, adding some mascera and high lighter with some lip gloss, I go and search for a simple fit for my first day. After looking I decide on some green cargos  and a white cropped tank with a simple black jacket and black converse.

After I eat my breakfast I get my bag and go to start my car and head to the school, once I get their and get out my car I lock the doors and head inside, once I get my schedule I search for my first class, on the way I bump into someone with darker hair and eyes, he helps me up and helps me look for my first class, we find out e have all of the same classes so he can help me look for them cause he's been at this school all of highschool so he knows where everything is.

After a while I get to lunch and find an isolated table and the guy I bumped into walks to my table and sits by me,  had found out his name is Leo kinda close to mine but he's chill, so far. We talk about random stuff and he tells me what teacher's are ass holes and who are chill, he gives me his insta and snap so we can talk outside of school.

Once I get home I text Leo and  start to think, maybe he can change me, make me smile and laugh more, maybe. But that would simply be too good wouldn't it. I start to overthink about how this friend ship could end up, either good or end bad.

I end up passing out around 9;37, i woke to my alarm for school and did my routine. After that I drive to school, this time everyone knew who I was and having something to say about what had happened to me, who could have told them if they haven't known just yesterday, that's when I saw it. I board all about what happened, I didn't want that attention what teacher would be so cruel to paste my trauma on a wall I have to pass every school day. I turn and see the science teacher, "hope it's to your liking I figureed why not make a warm welcome to a pretty student with such a sad little life, yeah?" he says, I just stare at him with anger and confusion, "I know you may be mad, but you'll learn to appreciate it, now go on to class." I storm off as tears threaten to spill I bump into Leo again, he asks what's wrong but I just walk past to our first class and sitting in the back, once Leo caught up he sat next to me placing a hand on my back. "Hey what's wrong, you can tell me" he says calmly as he moves my hair to see my face, his eyes meet mine, his eyes filled with worry and passion. After I told him he grabs my hand and drags me out, "let's just skip today cause you can't focus if your not in the right headspace anyways, so come with me we can go to your house or mine.", I nod as we both go up and sign out saying we feel sick.

We decided to go to his house, once we get there he put on a movie as we sit on his bed, he let's me lay my head on his shoulder as we watch the movie, a romance scene comes up and we both look away in secondhand embarrassment, his eyes meeting mine and not breaking eye contact for about 9 seconds, as he means closer but freezes. "Sorry- I just-" he means back up apologizing, I grab the back of his head and give him a small peck on the mouth to shut him up. He looks at me stunned for a second,"i- you didn't have to-" he says as I cut him off," -I wanted to." I say as he looks too shocked for words, we continue to watch the movie, only now I've moved my head to his chest after a while accidentally falling asleep. The movies finishes and he gets up making sure he's careful not to wake me, he comes back with 2 pairs of sweats. I wake up and see him holding then," heres these if you're staying here" I nod and take them and go to the bathroom to get changed out if my jeans. Once I come back we lay down and go to sleep.

We wake to an alarm for school, today is Friday thank god, he lets me wear one of his shirts, and I put on the jeans I wore yesterday and we head to school in my car.

(That's all for today loves I'll be trying to make new chapters weekly now I know I was gone for a while but I'm back now but have a good day remember to drink water and eat)