MARRIAGE IS A WONDERFUL INSTITUTION

I DIDN'T DESERVE YOU

    

           The doe eyes scans the almound brown eyes , is it Okey if  he just touch or caress the cheeks of this man's ,  he knows, the man's skin was tender not like his ..,his tan skin was glistening.. glistening  brightly with the help of  the  small diffrent  coloured lights surrounded in this small alley . It's just overwhelmed and  unbelievable that he find himself  hand to hand , fingers docked together like a algorithm , walking together  without knowing the destination,  some old  says that walking without a destination will scares ..no  walking with the man he love .. then the journey will magnificent mixed with excitement .. taehyung stopped his steps makes the whipped jungkook who was drowing on his thoughts comes to a halt  , blinking his lashes avoiding the awkwardness seeing  the almound brown eyes now fixed  on his face with a sweet smile .

  " We arrived . "
 
  The doe eyes straightened ,  looking at his front .. a beautiful archiactic fashioned church , almost at the verge of extinct  but more confusable fact was the church was situated just near a brothel .. wow a church near a brothel ,this is the first time the attorney seeing a such sight .. God connected with sin .. that's what how  it's feels

"  What's this place ??  " Jungkook asked arching his beautifull brows , forming a perfect arch in his fair skin .

  " This is where ..where  I lived for  4 years .. where i studied pick pocketing,  where,..  when I believed in God while doing  sins all day,  praying .. praying at a extent I believed there is no such thing exists.  The ladies inside this brothel gives me food all day for atleast 1 time  and I sleeped in this street eventually finding me miraculously surviving . "

  The attorney gulped feeling the slight burning on his throat and erupting volcanoes in his deeper chest and upper stomach , he feels cold not  in outside but inside the body  suddenly without any warning , seeing the teary yet smily almound brown eyes ,who feeling nostalgic after standing in a place where he started to stand himself without any help . The doe eye's really doesn't know  how his ex husband who was soft as cotton survived , then looking and thinking  back,  yeah  easily,  the man who survived 10 years with him  , with fucking idiot and arrogant bitch like him , then the  4 years on this street must be nothing  for this  man .. 

  " Why we here taehyung.. I.." , jungkook gulped hardly  to avoid the words which  stucked on his throat and again he  let it out ,"  I..feels weird in my heart imagining you here . "

Taehyung   smiled , a genuine smile with his unique lips .. he sees the tiny drop of tear that his lover fighting.. fighting really hardly not  to let it out . Thinking his man having pain imagining him in a place like this makes him happy ,makes him knows  ... jungkook really loving him but the  same time he regretted seeing tears in that beautifull doe eyes , which is always assertive in nature , which is always contented with a confidence ,  which  always shows a violates me ..dare  ,the eyes always lighting like some stars where exploding inside  ,the confidence which always makes him weak .. a confidence that he can't find in his own eyes .. such a saying .. diffrent charges attracts and he can't help but to attracted even more and more to that doe eyes .  The almound brown stampled slightly backward with a slight jerk finding the doe eyes now on his chest ,pressing his face more in his chest hiding something that was embarrassing for the younger  , even though there is no sounds coming from the youngers mouth , but he can clearly feel the wetness on his white t shirt , he knows how much jungkook was fighting himself to let his guard down .. though he let his  tears down from his eyes was big thing though ..

   "  Why you crying ..kookie ..  "

Taehyung asked while caressing the soft locks of the younger who now wiping his running  nose hardly avoiding any  noise ,he  answered with a Shaky voice ..