The rain is falling heavily , on the both . My heart just stod when her breathing stop
it feels like lightning fall on my heart whih destroy it badly
i am psychology student , i know how to accept it but
the feeling and emotions are natural
i can't
i can't do anything
yeah i am trying badly to forget that moment
but the matter is
when we try to remember something s hardly happened
but when we try to forget something its never happen
we usually met in library
she taught me how to read books by the core of the heart
On the same place , on the same day, on the same time but a year before
we are readed the HOPE
memorising the days , its heaven
after her last day my almost time spent in library ,it feels like i met her in stories
time dosn't stop but yeah for me it just seems to
After six month of all these yeah i move on
but move on dosn't mean that to forget the past it is to accept the reality.
i remember that day i went a book shop with the one who never leave me alone
there is no one in the shop not even the shop owner just step back and kept hand on my bicycle
it started raining , i take my step back and sat on stairs and keeps my head down .
hears the sound its appears that some one is coming wearing a black hat and long coat and have umbrella
he sat next to me , he sees in my eyes like an eyecontact happen just a second passes but it seems that
he read my all pains through my eyes.
He said, there is no one in the world who stood forever, you are just pretending to be move.
just accept these lines....
as we always pluck the most beautiful flower in the garden.as same the the god choose the most beautiful soul in the world
it fills my eyes he rub my back and said i am not wanting you to forget her but dont be sad anymore . memorise her memory with you and enjoy it
it gives peace to her soul . the rain stopped he dosnt even give me chance to say thanks to him feels like he disappear.
