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𝖤𝖯 𝟣𝟪
- 𝖧𝖨𝖲 𝖯𝖠𝖲𝖳 -
|| AUTHOR POV ||
"You need to explain some things to me , though" Chaewon said "About you"
"Okay..." Jihoon sighed and continued .
"I got to say I was born useless , all along . My parents never really cared what I did . I never got any support from them though . In reality I was raised by our maid , ms.Bae . She took care of me and was always there for me..."
"But what did your mother do?! She is a mother!" Chaewon frowned .
"Mum? She just went from a salon to another salon or shop to another shop" he said .
"And your dad?" she asked .
"He really didn't care at all...mum would sometimes give some attention but dad none . Dad only cared about his work and company , but luckily he changed a little now . My siblings are feeling that parent care , different from me , I'm happy about it because I can't see my siblings going through what I went . I needed love...a mother's warmth , a dad's support but I had none" Jihoon looked down to his feet .
"I'm so sorry , Jihoon-ah" Chaewon touched his hand .
Jihoon smiled at her and continued "At 16...Hyunsuk and me started...doing drugs . I had a fucked up friend group . I wouldn't call them friends though...we were just some guys who were addicted to the same thing , expect for Hyunsuk , who was the only one I could lean on , he is like my real brother . We went on ups and downs together . I have to admit that I went insane that time . I became arrogant , I didn't care about anyone . I didn't care about my own life anymore at this point , I just wanted to stop everything . I had the money...I saved , as I couldnt ask my dad about that amount of money because he would get to know what I was doing...and bought drugs every 2 weeks . I couldnt live without it , as drugs do"
"Are you still on them?" Chaewon raised her head .
"No...I stopped a while ago" Jihoon said "But then the guys showed up . I met them one by one , they changed me so much...they helped me so much , you have no idea . I didn't have any friends , I was lonely , but they brought light to my darkness . I love them with all my heart , I can't live without them . Even though I don't say that often . I can't imagine my life without them . Sometimes...I wonder where would I be if I didnt met them?...Probably dead..."