chapter 1

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by mayomi125

by mayomi125

Build pov

After all the chaos has ended. I feel all the burden from my shoulder has gone. I was fighting against Poi blames and finally I won against her.This hiatus all ended. I was totally broken when I was in all this mess. I thought all my hardwork and fame I earn is all gone but thanks to all my fans who support me cheer me all the time I feel really blessed I have so many people behind me cheering me up. Sometimes I feel I doesn't deserve those love and care.

All support and love I receive from my fans,family, friends help me to stand again. So I decided to held my own concert. I am working hard for my concert to make my comeback after 4 months , I can't believe that all the tickets were sold with in a day. I am very happy 😊 about it.

Time skip~

Today is the day of my solo concert I am very nervous I hope all the things goes well.
As my expectation it went very well, the love I received from fans are beyond my happiness. I am on cloud nine.
But there is one person whom I think about all the time is Bible . The love support I receive I truly appreciate it but I always feel empty and lonely that makes my heart ache. I want him to cheer me all this time I want him to say me 'I am always hear biu'
I haven't been in contact with bible since the hiatus started nor he ever try to contactme, I really don't have courage to face him I am ashamed of myself to face him. I always hope and wait for his message and calls but I never received at once. I have been stalking him in social media how he is doing,I am happy for him that he is receiving all the fame he truly deserve
I want to see him top of his career. Unknowingly I always smile when I see smile in his face and I miss his cute and mysterious chuckle, suddenly I came out of the train of my thoughts when Phi Gina my manager call me

P'Gina : Build you are getting late for fan meeting come fast

Build : comming Phi Wait a minute

I went for fan meeting, it is very fun to meet fans one girl literally cosplay me I am really shocked that she exactly look alike me. It is really fun and I enjoy all the moments with fans.
After fan meeting we celebrate our success party with all the crew members and dancers.
It is really tiring and fun day for me.

Now I am lying on my bed because I an tired hehe and scrolling social media I am freezes when I see bible tweets. I even don't know when drops of tears flow from my eyes,words of tweets directly piercing my heart. He even didn't message me and wish me in my birthday too am I that bad.
I don't know how I have to feel sad happy even it shanks my heart I have to accept the reality, I don't know what destiny decides for us

I lost in my thoughts I recall all the memories me and bible were together, I smile faintly recalling all those moments with bible. I admit that I like this cold person very much I remember the first day we meet his sharp eyes sharp jawline and his cold attitude really attract me, when we gradually know each other he started to open up himself to me little by little. He is the most unique personality I ever met slowly slowly I started to like him his smile his touch his scent makes my heart flutter.
At first I thought I am only attracted to him because we act as lover in series I some time feel like he is Vegas in real life his cold behavior his smartness make me compare to him with character Vegas
As day passed I really fall in love with cold hearted beast name Bible but I don't dare to confess to him if I confess I may loose the bound we share and I alwaysbfear about to loose him

But now my fears come true that I really lose him I can't stop my tears falls I cried loud that my heart stuck in my throat
Is this is the end of our story which even haven't started at.

To be continued.