We Have Each Other (Elsanna fanfic)

Chapter 5

I forgot all about Jack for a while.

He never messaged me back, which happens a lot when I message people, but that didn't really bother me. I soon forgot about him, and everything continued like normal.

I've always hated the idea of being in love and I push men who were the slightest bit interested in me away. I have too many duties, being queen. I also prefer to avoid having my heart broken.

Strangely, I've never wanted be in a relationship with any men, have never had any feelings towards men, which is probably why it didn't bother me when Jack never messaged me back. I've found men attractive before, like I do with him, but I've never dreamt of date one.

The only feelings I've ever experienced are for my sister. But that was only family love, right? Nothing more and nothing less. I also loved my parents too of course, but I never loved them as much as I love Anna.

I opened my laptop and checked Jack's recent tweets, out of curiosity. Just as I came across a picture of him, Anna burst into the room.

"Guess what Elsa!" She waved her arms excitedly, a huge smile beaming on her face. Her smile made my heart flutter for some odd reason, it just looked so beautiful.

"What?" I asked, also beaming a smile.

"Kristoff asked to marry me!" Anna announced. My heart dropped to the floor.

"That's great Anna!" I forced my voice to be enthusiastic, but really I felt as if I had been stabbed a million times in my chest. But why? Why did I feel this way? I should be happy about this news, not sad. Am I concerned for Anna? Do I think Kristoff is not the right person for Anna to marry? All these thoughts started whizzing through my head and I started to become dizzy.

"Elsa? Are you okay?" Anna had a worried expression on her face. What must I look like to her? Why am I behaving this way?

"Yeah... yeah! I'm fine, just a bit tired that's all haha." I replied, scratching the back of my neck.

"Well then, you need a good night's sleep."

I nodded, it was 11 o'clock at night and I needed to get up early as I had a meeting in the morning. I looked up at Anna. She was so gorgeous. Her hair lay beautiful around her neck, neatly plaited at both sides, the colour of it shining beautifully in the light. Her face looked clean and smooth, her freckles perfectly imperfect, dotted randomly around her face.

"Goodnight." She suddenly said, interrupting my train of thought.

"Goodnight Anna." I turned off the light, laid down and closed my eyes as I heard Anna exiting my bedroom. Part of me wished she would come back and sleep right next to me. No, she's my sister, that would be weird.

Before I could think of any more weird thoughts about my sister, sleep caught up with me and soon I was lost in my dreams.