a few days had gone by, around 6. i been at school for a few days as well, is not bad, i jus been sticking wit evelyn tryna get it over with,
it's been nearly a month since i met ddot, i feel like i'm feeling him more & more everyday.
he was coming over today, he wanted to have a sleepover
—d🤍—
d🤍 im 2 minutes awayyyy mama 'you hearted this message'
he's so cutee. can he stopp
a minute passed and i heard my door burst open, "my maddieee" ddot smiled sweetly at me, opening his arms walking over to me. "hiii," i laughed, hugging him
"let's get shmackedd" he cheesed, handing me some pre rolled blunts
we sat there smoking until we were off of it, his head layed on my chest, leg swung over mine while he was playing with my necklaces
"ma?" d said quietly, "mm" i hummed, "you trust me? like enough to talk to me?"
goddd, what's it wit people wanting to fuckin talk to me recently
"yeah? why.." i side eyed him, "ion know, i jus been wanting to speak to you bout sum shit but ion know if i should" he confessed. "you can ask me whatever" i sighed
idk what he was about to ask me, was it about boys? fuckin life? fuck knows
"why you scared to be tied down? like what happened" he asked, not making eye contact, head still on my chest
"ion know, i guess i been mad fucked over before. i got cheated on hella last year, i looked mad stupid tryna make shit work out wit niggas when they was fuckin wit other bitches anyway, you know? i just been low on trust since then." i rambled, stuff like that didn't bother me no more, i'd moved on
he looked up at me, he started to stroke my cheek.
"i'd never do you like dat maddie, i know it might seem like i'm just chatting, but i'm not. until then we can keep this lil thing goin on. no rush." he smiled at me, pecking my cheek
"but kind of a rush, i really like you made." he smiled, all in my face
he lifted his head up, kissing me on the lips, smiling into it. he pulled away before laying his head on my shoulder,
