How she survived

Wrong Direction

I became his girlfriend now. So every day the same routine. And yeah my mother never asked me where I'm going so who cares. It was my 14th birthday; Jay surprised me with a box and some jewelry.

-Aw baby thank you so much. What's in the box?

-Just open it.

As soon as I open it, I saw a bottle and a little tube with some white powder.

-What these are for?

-The bottle is for every time you want to drink, you just try a shot and you will feel better. The tube is candy. Sugar yummy.

-Oh I will try it.

I open the tube and it smells good actually. I put a little in my mouth. I fell something weird.

-Baby put some on the desk and let your nose be closer to it so you can smell it.

I did as he told me. After this powder, I felt that I have no pain anymore, it's like I've never been hurt.

-Jay don't lie to me anymore. I know it's drugs. I just wanted to try it. As my father said: always try new things in your life. I just felt that I'm worth life. I'm so happy at the moment.

-I will do whatever to make you happy and let you forget the pain. I was hypnotized by his love and this drug. Both did the same thing, they let me forget the pain, and make me think that I have people who care about me. It's funny though, how life is very beautiful now, she made me lost people but I won others. I was always out of the house and I never get back till the morning. I wasn't going to the school =, and the director was calling home but nobody was answering. Jay was coming everyday to my place. I always loved his hugs. They're so warm. One day, mum came to the house early and unexpectedly. She saw me with him as she was surprised. Though I was smocking weed with my boyfriend.

-Skyler! Oh my god! What are you doing!? And who is this boy?

 Are you smocking weed? Take it off your lips!

-Relax women. My baby is in a better place and she's safe now.

-Mum leave me! This drug is much more taking care of me. Not like you!

-You heard what she said.

As soon as mum heard these words she came and slaps Jay. She called the police and they came to arrest us. My mum had been crying for hours. But yeah I went to jail. My mother did whatever to take me out and she made it. The drug did control me around 25% because I was trying it for the last 2 months. I went to a psychologist because she thought I was insane or something. The psychologist was a girl, her name was Lauren, and she's totally sweet. She talked with my mum about me.

-So why do you think your daughter was hanging out with these bad people?

-It's my entire fault; I didn't take care of her. To be honest, she lost her childhood best friend, and then her father died. Forgive me my daughter; I never knew that this day will come.

-It's okay. Can you leave us alone? I want to talk with your daughter a little.

My mum left the room and I stayed with Lauren.

-So Skyler, girls in your age are always hypnotized by bad stuff. And your mother didn't take care of you and you had nobody. It's okay. You should thank god you're out of this trouble. Everyone makes mistakes, we should just learn from them.

-I thought he's good, but the devil was once an angel. I was lost in the dark. I just needed the sun to shine bright and lead me to the light that's gone away.

-You will be my patient right now, when you need anything you can call me. I will be ready to help you.

-Thank you for everything.

When we finished from the psychologist, my mum took me to a restaurant. We had lunch and she was very sorry. She promised me that she will always care and will never leave my side.