Chapter No. 5

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Siya pov
In car(earlier)
I don't know what triggered him but he is not speaking to me like he always do.

He loves rain .
For him it might be the celebration but for me it's contains all the bad thing anyone can experience.

He left me alone in the car right  now.

Then I observed those honking horns sshhh
nothing is happening to you he will be here soon.

My eyes started filling for unknown purpose.

I saw in the backseat through rear view mirror,young me sitting with my dad dead body in my lap just like I was holding long year back.

They are still fresh in my mind like that rose scent which left me a while ago.

My breath started shortening
I need to get out.
She was seeing me through that mirror with pleading eyes.

"No please" I don't want them to consume me again.

Why is everything is coming back after I came to India.

I recovered from all of it.
Its must be suffocation I tried to open the car door it was locked.

I started seeing all the windows non of them were open.

Sweat started collecting on my forehead.
"please save them"
I closed my ears to stop those voice after seeing that young me pleading with those eyes.

Darkness engulfed me after that I don't remember anything.

After some time I found my self engulfed by some known warm arms 

"You are ok? " Like he cares

"Why you locked me in there? It was so suffocating in there, heavy black thing overpowered me as usual after struggling for 5min "

I was on the verge of crying but
I stopped does he even deserve it after leaving me inside?
But his eyes they were carrying worry? For me? Or it was guilt?

I wanted to cry loudly but nothing came he helped me to walk to the door after making me comfortable he tucked me in seatbelt.

Anyone can name it claustrophobia and suffocation.

Sufferer knows the struggle when you badly want to come out and you can't.

He sat on other side his expression were unreadable he is regretting doing it but it was not purposeful isn't it? Or was it? No it can't be.

"I'll take you to your place"
"No this 30min will be wasted"

"Ss"

"there is hoodie inside the car you can wear it on the top"
He said
I saw my top it was see though
I nodded, I took the hoodie and covered myself.
I felt my eyes shrunken due to warmness.

After 10min
A slight poking in my arms made me jolt up.
I breathed deeply stabilising my breath.
"Hey relax we are home come outside"

I went outside it was pouring just like my heart when I was in car while a ago.

He came near me and covered my head with a hood and held my hand and leading me to the main door.

I was just staring at our intertwined hands.

when the beautiful house came to my vision

when the beautiful house came to my vision

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