I lost her that day. I never understood why. She just got tired of me, I guess, and left me dangling by a thread with nothing. I had a lot of other friends but she was my main best friend. We were basically sister. Then she said some things about me behind my back. It hurt a lot. I cried for the longest time and I wondered why she was doing this to me. Was it just because we weren't best friends anymore? Questions like that roamed and flooded my head as I cried. I told Andre's best friend, which is my "go to guy" and the greatest person I knew. And he said some sweet things to me like I said "Im so upset and she makes me feel so bad and ugly now I rather just want her to stop so bad I rather die" and he said "NO DON'T DIE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH AND I CANT LET THAT HAPPEN!" And I was like awww! That was nice but I was really upset and not longer than a few weeks ago he stopped talking to me along with EVERY communication with me. I was so upset I did something I regret. And then I got one of my friends from Colorado to text him and ask why he isn't talking to me and she said that when he responded that he said "I got my phone taken" but yet I follow him on instagram and that same day he liked my friend's picture on it a few minutes afterwards. "Yeah he really got his phone taken" and my friend Cassie texted him a huge paragraph about what was happening and she called him some impolite words and names and he responded a few days later and said "im ignoring her cause she texts me every 5 minutes" and a whole huge paragraph, and I haven't even texted him in 2-3 weeks! Then yesterday he commented on my picture tjat I posted and he said "oh umm can u take my name out of ur bio, I dont like being in people's bios." And I remembered that I left him in there so I said "oh sure I sure don't wanna bother u" and I took him out. It's not like I wanted him in there anyways. He hurts me a lot, yet he never notices it. I love him and he loved me back and all I want right now is Darren, Andre's best friend, he was my greatest friend I could have known in my whole life. I want him back more than ever! Im lost without him! I love him! I love him a lot! I want my Darren back! Not this new and possessed Darren!
