Self Love - 4

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As a woman, the age of 18
I wish I could've said so much to my younger self
Still stuck and trying to hold on

To something that was never in my grasp but I in theirs

Conflicted within myself and within the lies built around me.
Is this love a love that's really meant to be?
Love doesn't make you cry, make me second guess everything I say.

Why am I so desperate for love?
The love I never got?
Eager to start life? To end it?
Can I feel this emptiness with self love?
So much more love I have to give to myself now.
That I owe myself
Everyone says how you can love someone when you don't love your own self.
I use to say easy.
Now I say the say to others, still struggling myself

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