― Wife, Stop Running Away! || Xianwang AU

四 | 4.2

A/N: Advance birthday special cuase its my birthday on July 22!

Lan Wanji's P.O.V:

Looking at my desk, I took an pendant that was a gift from my mother before she even died.

I was grateful, So grateful that i was happy. The problem was i couldn't express my emotions. It was hard to tell her "Thank you, Mama" in front of her. But she may know that i was thanking her..

She was the first one to even understand my emotions more better

Despite my brother knowing how i feel, My mother understand more than him. I never knew why she was kept in a room in the first place. But my brother told me because she was punished

Yet i never understood why. By then, i continue to live on my life then...

She died.

It was tragic for me, Traumatizing. I really looked up to her, Her death alone caused me to shut the walls in my heart. Being more stricter to myself

The pitiful boy, turns into a cold hearted stone. Who's heart had been ice since young.

I dont remember who i am anymore without the presence of my mother, She brought some joy in my life, I am always grateful for the memories the two of us shared

Even if i growed up with no father or mother, My uncle was the only one who stood up as my guardian. Since i grew up under my uncle, I had been cold to everyone else. Loyal to the GusuLan rules to the bone, never felt emotions after the death of my mother

But.. there was this one time i did. I met a boy.. the same age as me. I'd say, I gave him a toy.. i cant recall what is it. Nor his face, i was overjoyed to him that toy especially since his clothes were.. rags. I would suspect that his family died. Even his parents, I pity him. His almost like me.

I wonder what is he doing now? Fate knows everything, i shouldn't worry about him. I should be worrying to myself. I dont want to get married over a sect leader i dont know, Sure, Mother knew Sect leader Wei's mother but i dont. He's unfamiliar to me. I haven't met him, I'm sure he doesent know me either

So why bother to be engaged when you can break the engagement. Sect leader Wei? How mysterious of you.. Sigh, i guess time will find out

I thought as i continued to write my goodbyes, Not giving out any detail of where i am headed too. I will only write my appreciation to my uncle and brother.

That reminds me.. where will i stay too anyway?.. Hm, Maybe that location where ive always hide to sometimes? No,  Brother knows where it is.

Hm...

I think i know where. Surely, they wont find me? Let's hope not.

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[CENSORED]'s P.O.V:

"What is love?"

An question that was in my mind everytime. Never answered, never knew

It was always in my head, I never understood why. Until...

I met my love of my life,

Lan Zhan; courtesy, Lan Wanji.

He had the finest features ive seen in my life, He's perfect for me. So beautiful.. and so intelligent

But there was this one incident.. making my love [CENSORED] [CENSORED] So, leaving with no choice, I had to put him back to Gusulan after being [CENSORED]

It would be safe to assume he had forgotten, after all. Who wouldn't?

My love.. unlike being an carefree child, he.. turned cold. An cold hearted statue never melted once again

I felt guilty, even more guilty when i... [CENSORED] [CENSORED] then i woke up..I realized that..

No. I shouldn't be thinking of this. I need to think about my future, our future. My wife wouldn't be happy if i'm like this...

Speaking of which.. Jiang Cheng did say something. What was it..??

"—Lan Wanji helds an crush on MianMian from the Jin Sect."

... MianMian.. I dont recall Lan Zhan having a crush on her. Is this a fluke? Its impossible! I remembered MianMian had a crush on a girl instead . . Not Lan Zhan.. did i do something wrong? No, thats impossible. I followed every movements i did in the past, How is that possible? Unless.. yes, thats also possible.

Tsk, How annoying.. I will make the one who did this pay for their consequences! That darn bitch of a female dog.. (Respect dogs pls)

Lan Zhan.. oh lan zhan.. no matter what you do i'll always find you~ No matter what~ My beautiful bride.. I implant an tracker talisman on you~ You'll never escape from me!

And NO ONE shall take you away from me.. I'll do whatever it takes for us to get married. anything.

So, i hope your ready.. my love.

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Lan Wanji's P.O.V: (Again)

I flutter my eyes open as i received an headache

'What was that?' I thought in my head, despite recieving a headache i had a dream too..

I look at my desk

"How long since i was asleep?" I mumbled in wonder, as i fixed the scroll and set it aside looking at the sky

Its nighttime.. i suppose i can start my plans now. The only problem if the guards are awake at this time of the night, Ah, how irritating

Like that damn we-i...

....Who? Never mind i need to focus! Focus Lan Wanji!

I quickly thought as i began to take action in escaping

[Time skip]

I pant quietly, catching my breath

'I really hate it when i can't fly...! But then again its also for not risking my escapee.'

Silently, i turned around. The silence of the trees had greet me, (with their silence 💞)

I then faced my front once again, Walking straight where the location is.

"Fly, fly away~ Like a bird in the sky . . . 🎶
See the world in my behalf ,
To the heavens you may fly~ . . "