as title says, this is my official art book... YEAH!!!!
this is more or less thinfs I draw outside of madcom maybe hopefully idk maybe madcom art will make an appearance on here but umm not sure yet hehe anyways hope u guys like my art stuff :3
All because of a good song aka "Promise" by Laufey.
So that was fun... except it wasn't because the song reminded me of my horrible breakup with my ex :-(
It's such a good song but it's like "Damn!!" because why are you reminding me of that horrible moment in my life!!!!!!!
So I drew my persona sobbing n shit last night but I'm too lazy to get the sketchbook so have a digital rendition I drew i guess
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anyways yeah so you might be wondering, "bleep! What happened with your breakup thats making you not be able to move on and forget about it?"
tdlr- ex of mine broke up with me two days before our second anniversary because she didnt actually love me and the reason why we were even together was bc she felt shame that she couldnt love people or whatever.
which turned out to be fucking bullshit.
and this was our second time being together as the first time we broke up was because she didnt have any feelings for me cus I was grounded so I was away for a few months or so idk but I later found out it was cus she developed feelings for another person... and I only found out because one of my bffs talked to my ex abt it.
should I have seen signs that our second time being together was a bad idea? maybe.
maybe not. I didn't know.
ex is gone as I cut contact from her last year.
I'm happy without her but it's just
man.
I still think about her.
I think about how good our relationship was.
guess our relationship was too good to be true.
Especially since we did actually make plans for our future together which, I know, "bleep that's so naive of you to do!!" but I was that in love with her. I did a lot of shit for her. Even though our relationship was a long distance relationship, I did a lot. Like I would literally wait for her to wake up in her time to tell her "good morning :D!!", I would draw us together, etc.
I was that dedicated, yknow?
And for her to later on, after we broke up the second time, say that the reason why she didn't feel love or whatever was because of this
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....ouch.
yeah so anyways after that happened- my friendship w/ her went downhill and I cut ties with her
so here we are.
264 days later.
I still think about her.
No matter how many times I try to forget
She's there.
She's there in my brain
reminding me of all the good times we had regardless if we were dating or not
I shouldn't have fallen for her the second time but I couldn't help it
and look what happened.
something I think about are the times she told me she loved me, did she really?
maybe, maybe not.
but my answer stays the same.
" Fuck you. "
by the way, you guys should really listen to "Promise" it's such a good sad song :'(
10/10 sad song, will probably make you tear up and cry
