Under the influence ~ TW $h and su!c!dal

It's just us (Isaiah POV)

I knew she felt better from that hug. Even I felt better. Helping someone in need ig. She's so gorgeous how could anyone hate her?

"Hey, are you alright?" I asked carefully,

"Yeah, I am. How about you?" She replied, taking her head off my chest while wiping away tears.

"I'm alright." I replied. Just after I finished, the bell went off, but we stayed in the same place for another 30 seconds just staring at each other.

"Well, I better head," I said standing up and picking up my school bag.

"No. Stay." Juliette responded, so I did exactly that. I was just staring at her lips. her beautiful, red, perfect lips. I looked up to see her staring at me. I leaned in. Placing my lips on her and my hands on her soft face. I felt her smooth hands being placed onto my face. After 10 seconds, I lifted off.

Once I finally snapped back into reality, I quickly stood up.

"I - I have to go." I stuttered while I picked up my backpack and ran away, leaving her stranded. I didn't mean too I didn't know what to do. I ran to the science block and sat down in class

Again, everyone was staring and scooting away from me. I took out my phone and airpods and put one in as it started to play Conan Gray (ml). I couldn't stop thinking about her. The girl with the perfect round face, the perfect silky, brunette hair and most perfect personality in the world. I love her. I really do love her. Why did I leave her? I'm such an idiot omfg.

-next lesson-

I walked into english class with Juliette, no where to be seen. "I wonder where she is" I thought to myself.
Suddenly someone walked through the door. Someone with a perfect body. Someone with a perfect face. Someone that was perfect. I peered over at her, watching her sit down.m, away from me. Her brunette hair was tied up and her mascara was smudged a bit. She looked like she had been crying maybe other things but i don't know. I scavenged around my desk for a piece of paper and a pencil and wrote "I'm so sorry for leavign you i didn't mean to i just didn't know what to do." As i finished, i took it and walked to the teacher. On my way, i dropped the note on her desk, watching her reaction.

I witnessed her open and rip apart the paper as she wiped away her tears. At that moment i officially knew she hated me.

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