Diary of Mischa Bachinski

September 3rd-6th

September 3rd
Hello diary. I am writing this because my therapist told me i should get my feelings out on paper. Stupid huh? Its been about a week since i was sent to stupid canada while my mom battles cancer in Ukraine. I couldve gotten a job and helped! But she didnt listen to me, and now im stuck here with stupid adoptives in this stupid dead end town. My new "parents", if i should even call them that, dont even fucking care about me. They shoved me in a basement and give me 2 meals a day which is enough food for a fucking toddler. They did get me a car which is good, but its only so i can get out of the house. I have aquantices,, but ive also somehow made enemys while im here. Corey Ross hates my guts,, for no reason. I was forced to be put in the choir because i stole 3 boxes of wine for cousin birthday party. Was birthday! Is tradition! It kind of backfired because he was sent to hospital to get his stomach pumped. But anyways, Corey is mad at me because he was kicked out of choir so i could join because they "didnt want two troubled kids in the choir". Bullshit! The only person I have is my friend Ricky and my Talia. Lately she hasnt been texting me as much. Im sure its fine though, me and Talia's love is forever! Someday i will leave here and marry Talia. Someday.

September 4th

Todays been absolutely horrible. I decided to stay behind and wait for Ricky to leave, and Corey HAD to be there. He kept looking at me and rolling his eyes. Hes such a fucking bitch. I do not like him. AT ALL. Ricky was cleaning the choir windows, i really dont know why Ricky is in the choir to be honest. He cant even speak! I was just sitting on the floor, texting Talia. She was getting mad at me for being a "dry texter". Noel was sweeping the floor and he yelled at me to clean my desk. I told him that is my desk, not his, so he should worry about his own shit. Ricky even told me to clean aswell, like I thought he was on my side! And then Noel called my raps shitty! Like what the fuck, bro? And then Corey joined in because its "his old desk". Like fuck off its not yours anymore! I eventally cleaned it up because I was sick of getting yelled at, AND THEN NOEL CALLED ME A BABY. He has NO fucking idea what im going through. And then i sat in my desk, trying to get Talia to text me back because she was ignoring me. Then he looked at me and said "dont be grumpy, mischa. If you cleaned after yourself before this, you wouldnt need to do this now". I hate him. So. Much. And ricky got mad at me for flipping him off. And Corey told me to go home. Like maybe i dont fucking want to?! My bad i cant even look at Diane in the eyes without making her cry and being slapped by Aiden. And then Corey told me to go to the bathroom and suck some dick?! I hate him. I hate EVERYONE in this stupid goddamn town. Ricky told him to apologize but, I dont need him to spologize. I need to go home. He called Ricky a bastard. Like shut the fuck up. They went back and forth for a while, and i just ignored them, still trying to text Talia. He asked if im ok. OBVIOUSLY NOT. I just told them im ok, and went home. I am so tired.

September 6th

Talia broke off the engagement. Im at the 7/11 right now. Its 9pm, noone is here at this time. Oh my god i was wrong, Corey ross is coming over here i gotta stop crying.

It went,,, surprisingly well. Corey isnt as much as an asshole as i thought. He gave me a cigarette and I talked to him about talia breaking up with me. He invited me to hang with him, which was suprising considering he hates my guts. He said he still despises me but "bros support bros" or something. I also came out to him as bi,, and he was surprisingly supportive! He kinda gave me a homophobic vibe,, but i guess i shouldnt judge someone by they look. Ricky thought i was like that too. I had to tell him that it is not cool to be homophobe in rap game no more since macklemore dropped Same Love. Have you listened to that shit brah?! Emotionally devistation, ya. Anyways., it went well. I think me and Corey are bros now.