If You Want To || Tom Kaulitz

Ill Let You Know

"So uhm how are you feeling?" Tom said scratching his head he's such a idiot I think to myself "Still pissed but I thought we should talk" "yknow for the sake of the band like you always say" I cross my arms and stand there "Look I know your mad but i honestly don't know what you want from me Y/n i've apologized a hundred times what else can I say?" He says sighing Im being a bitch Im so stupid but he ruined everything for me I finally find myself a guy to get over him after being led on for years but he has to ruin it for me I know he doesn't like me but it feels so wrong to stay mad at him especially  after he keeps apologizing "I'm sorry tom I just am being a bitch but I really liked ethan okay it just felt so shitty of you to do that just because you thought he was a bad guy" I say sitting on the bed next to him he places his hand on my thigh "Y/n I wouldn't do that if it wasn't for the right reasons I know it seems shitty but I want the best for you." I hear him say but im not really focusing on that he just put his hand on my thigh im practically screaming at this point my face goes visibly red i'm assuming Tom noticed as his got a little pink to "I know you care about me but I could've handled it myself okay and i honestly didn't feel like he was that bad of a guy" I say looking away from him to hide my red face "Your right and it was a jerk move of me can I please make it up to you by spending time with you? I'll take you somewhere nice I promisee!" he says in a questioning way expecting me to say no "Ill let you know" I say jokingly "Cmon" he laughs "Fine fine yes!" I say laughing to Tom pulls me in for a hug and takes me by the bad dragging me downstairs to the rest of the guys

TIME SKIP
"You and Tom were just flirting nonstop" Gustav teases me "Oh shut up we were not!" I say yes we were I will never admit it though "Oh yes you guys were you know dang well he likes you!" Gustav pushes me playfully "Shh!! they're gonna hear and no he does not" I roll my eyes "he's supposed to be taking me somewhere tonight he says he wants to make it up to me" I look down and smile to myself thinking of what the muster place could be "A date!! A mystery date! Wow Y/n this has got to be loveee!" Gustav says shocked "Yeah yeah!" the bus stops and we all get out we walk into the hotel and check in I walk to my room as Tom walks next to me "Don't forget about our hang tonight i'll come by your door at 7" Tom says "Alright!" I shout entering my room as he walks away I shut my door and immediately start doing a happy dance "This is litterally the best night of my life!!!" I shriek to myself

TOMS POV
I knock on Y/ns door she opens it looking more beautiful than ever how can a girl be so amazing "hey" She says awkwardly "Yeah so uhm ready to go" I say clearing my throat and looking away feeling embarrassed to have been staring at the girl for a little to long "Yeah! im so excited nobodys ever done something like this for me" she says with the brightest smile "Well let's go then"

Y/NS POV
"We're almost there so close your eyes" I do as he says and put my hands over my eyes I feel the car stop "Alright open" He says I uncover my eyes "A ROLLERSKATING RINK I LOVE ROLLERSKATING!" I shriek "Alright jeez your gonna make me go deaf" Tom laughs at me I quickly make my way out of the car towards the entrance tom comes speed walking to catch up to me "My god your fast" he says "you know how much I love roller skating" I say entering the place Tom pays and we get our skates "Alright im kinda bad at this so you need to help me" Tom says stumbling I laugh and help him "Take my hand" I say guiding him and helping him he stumbles a bit but after a few minutes he learns how to skate good enough so he's not falling he's so cute i think to myself we skate over to a table by the cafe area "i'll get some drinks okay?" I say "Okay can I have some coke?" he says "What else would you get" I laugh and skate away walk up to the counter to order before I see Ethan kissing a girl my heart drops down to my stomach I skate away still shocked from the sight I skate back ti the table "What's wrong you look like you just saw a ghost" Tom says to me "It was ethan.. he was with some girl.." I say looking blankly at the table still trying to process what I saw "What the fuck is wrong with him I should beat his ass again " He says scanning the area for the jerk I have no idea what came over me but I start crying softly Tom looks over at me shocked and kinda just stares for a second before skating over to my side of the table and kissing me on the lips
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A/N
my writing is so cringey ik but bro i wrote this at like 3 am so yeah lol bare with me pls
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xoxo chi chi 💓