Y/N is best mates w Toms brother bill Kaulitz and she goes to the same school as them but one night tom find Y/N at her secret job and they slowly start to catch feelings from one another but Nobody Can Know
my fist started to curl up as i tried to hide myself from the ogre stood a few feet away from me but oh guess what she came and said hi to me the annoying bitch. "OMG Y/N, this is crazy there's no way u know bill" she smirked, she knew what she was doing "Yeah he's my best mate not someone he just picked up from Starbucks" i smiled "Hahaha, your so funny" she turned to look at the others "She's always so funny" she said and she walked over to tom "Hi, im Sadie" she greeted tom "He's literally been inside of u" i mumbled as i stared at the floor. She looked over at me and straight back at Tom as if to say stfu before I beat ur ass, but wtf were her skanky hands gonna do? Absolutely nothing. "You alr I'm Tom" he smiled "Oh believe me ik" she said "Wait wh..." bill began "Shall we go to the lounge?" she said interrupting him and walking towards the living room
We were all sat down in the living room, where wr were sat (cba to explain where we are sat):
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"Okay im a put a Film on whilst we talk" Gustav Said "Put on Moulin Rouge or die" i said as i smiled "What? thats such a bad film, full of weird sex workers" she said frowning "Aren't u one of them" i mumbled "Sorry what was that Y/N" "Nvm dw" i Said. I don't wanna start w her now. In the end Gustav put the moulin rouge on, cause he loves me😍🤞.
"So Sadie you work at Starbucks eh?" Bill asked starting conversation "Oh yeah but I'm also a stripper" me and Tom immediately stared at each other she better not fucking mention anything Abt me. "Oh no way, but u get paid a lot for that" "Yeah i do, i love doing it" "I bet u do, but how do yk Y/N?" I swear to Jesus our lord and saviour if a syllable of my name exits her mouth imma jump her. "Oh me and Y/N both work at the strip club" she looked at me and smiled "WHAT?" "Y/NS A STRIPPER" "THATS WHY SHES RICH" "oh u guys didn't know?" She smirked as she placed both her hands in her lap. "Y/N SINCE WHEN" bill yelled "For like a year now" i admitted it was out there now there's no point of lying. "OMG I CANT BELIEVE YOU, YOU LIED ABT UR JOB, U SAID U DIDNT KNOW SADIE WHEN U CLEARLY DO, AND U DITCHED ME TODAY. IVE HAD ENOUGH Y/N." He yelled as he turned around running to his room. I heard the slam of his door and started running towards his bedroom "BILL PLEASE. I BEG. IM SORRY I DIDNT TELL U. I FEEL SO SHITTY, I SHOULDN'T OF BAILED ON U TODAY EITHER. PLEASE JUST COME OUT." he ignored me but I could hear soft, but passionate cry's coming from inside and it made me tear up. I ran to the front door past Tom and Sadie and everyone else. "Y/N where are u going" Tom asked "Home" i said as i hid my face "Y/N you don't ha.." he tried saying but u slammed the door in his face and rushed towards ur home next door.
U got to ur room and threw ur phone on ur bed ur gonna beat that girls ass, but rn u need to have a shower and try forget Abt it. U entered ur bathroom and took ur clothes off leaving u naked. U hoped in the shower and washed ur hair. U were scrubbing ur head w the shampoo when all of a sudden u started crying. Tears flooding down ur face. Ur eyes become water fountains as u placed ur head in ur hands and let it all out. U couldn't deal w it anymore. U continued to wash ur hair and u got out the shower. U put ur shorts and cropped shirt on and ran down stairs to the kitchen.
Once u reached the kitchen u opened the knife drawer and started rummaging around. U couldn't deal w this anymore. Everyone knew what a slut u were and u lost ur best friend because of it. U hated it. U couldn't quit the job cause it was the only thing keeping ur family going. U grabbed a knife and ran up to ur room and into ur bathroom slamming the door behind u.
U looked in the mirror at urself and u started to let all of your old insecurities come back into ur life. U hated urself u wanted to end it all but there was one thing stopping u from doing that.
Him.
He was the one who kept u going. He was the one who put a smile on ur face. He was the one who made u laugh. He was the one who was with u in the hardest times. But he wasn't here rn. U needed him.
You started balling ur eyes out again as u sank ur back down the wall and let out the anger and sadness you had been holding back. You grabbed the knife from off of the floor and then grabbed ur leg as u started to slice all over ur leg holding back the pain and screams wanting to leap out ur mouth. Ur leg was covered in large slits and blood. U grabbed the bloody knife and stood up as u started to wash all the blood off of it at the sink. U dried it and threw it into a cupboard under ur sink.
*𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫* You had gotten many calls and text messages from Tom but u ignored them all. Rn u needed to be alone. U need to be w urself, and rupaul ofc. U turned ur phone off and carried on watching the queen herself strut down the runway to Covergirl.
COVERGIRL PUT THE BASS IN YOUR WALK HEAD TO TOE LET YOUR WHOLE BODY TALK
After a few episodes u turned it tv off and got ready for bed. U put ur ear plugs in and went to sleep ready for school tmrw. If u can even be bothered to go
