Forgiveness (Sodo x Swiss)

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Momm- cumulus pov

Everyone was still really surprised that Swiss actually came out of his room, I mean he wouldn't budge when anyone asked him before, until now.

Did something happen that made him change his mind?

Swiss was curled up into the side of a separate couch near the fire place, it must of reminded him of Sodo, that's why he sat there.

he was turned away from us, but nobody could blame him, considering the fact that everyone was looking at him, and also the fact that he doesn't really like being the center of attention if he was in a bad mood, he would usually just want to be alone somewhere like his room, or outside in his favorite spot in the woods.

And it doesn't help that the only person that Swiss would let see him cry, or be with him if he was in a mood, was Sodo.

But he can't do that now.

The doctor said that Sodo was only getting worse and worse, and at one point he could possibly...........

....die

But this can only happen if he doesn't get better.

That's what Copia says atleast. I've been getting updates on Sodo with him, he's been visiting Sodo in the hospital every day to make sure there is no problems, and what not.

I just hope he gets better soon.

Swiss pov

Why did I decide to come down here, it was a terrible idea.

I can feel everyone's eyes at me, I HATE being the center of attention if I'm feeling down, just leave me alone.

The only thing that was calming me down was the heat of the fireplace, it reminded me of Sodo.

I miss him so much.

I let little tears escape my eyes

I wish that I could just be curled up into Sodos arms right now, as stupid as it sounds. I hope he gets better soon, I know he will, he better.

I yawn looking at the watch on my wrist, I bit my lip trying not to let out cries, knowing that Sodo was the one who bought me it, I've kept it on ever since he got it for me.

It was 10:46pm.

I haven't slept since the day of the incident, I couldn't clear my head to sleep.

It's your fault. It's your fault. It's your fault. It's your fault. It's your fault......

More and more tears escape my eyes, just the memory of Sodo killed me in the inside.

I wipe my eyes still feeling the tension of everyone looking at me while I do so.

Ring ring

It was the doorbell

"I'll get it" Cirrus voice said

I didn't bother to look behind me, I was to scared if anyone would see the cries on my face, even though my face was a big mess already, and it was clear that I was crying earlier.

A few minutes past and Cirrus came back into the room.

"WHAT THE FUCK PHANTOM, HOW MANY PIZZAS DID YOU GET, OH MY SATAN"Cirrus said yelling

I turned behind me

She was struggling to carry what looked like 7 boxes of pizzas.

"What" he said confused "Aurora just asked me to order some pizza, she didn't clarify how much"