𝗘𝗡𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗗 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 [ K.TH ]

Turmoil in the heart

TAEHYUNG POV
What the hell?
Why the fuck I'm not being able to concentrate on my work?
Fuck taehyung, this is not fucking important

I've been sitting in my cabin for the past two hours but  haven't done anything, my hands were on the keypad to type but they are not moving. Instead, i was just looking blankly in front thinking about the thing I don't want. It seems like my body, mind, everything is not in my control
They are not listening to me. It's frustrating now
I was continuously trying to get myself to work but eventually, I blanked out every time

I pulled back my hair in frustration with a growl getting sick of myself

Tae ; what the hell is happening to me?
"I yelled at myself"

The reason for all this uneasiness and my mindless behaviour is her and the main concern is that I can't stop thinking about her!!
She is roaming all around my mind, I'm not thinking about anything but her. I have never been this much disturbed because of anyone
She is the reason I won't able to work, to focus, to even think. I lost that ability for now

This all strange behaviour of me arises a question and that is - Why?

Why is this all happening?

Am i missing her?
-no i guess

Suddenly the glimpses of her get infront of my eyes making me groan in frustration

Tae ; fuck! What was that?
"I mumbled"

Should I get home?
-no no I can't, i shouldn't, I have work

I was solving up the questions in my mind and to be honest I'm feeling like mentally ill person as i was questioning myself while answering them on my own
Within a minute I picked up the telephone from my table dialing a number, after few rings the other person on the phone picked it up

Tae ; jimin, handle the work
I'm going home
"I said on the call"

Jimin ; why? What happened?
"He asked"

I could sense his questionable face by his voice

Tae ; nothing, i just wanted to get back home, just look after the work

With that i hung up the call before he could ask any other questions
I would not be able to answer them!

I picked up my coat and phone before going out of my cabin, all the way to my car

After sometime, I reached the mansion, driver opened the door for me as I took my foot outside on the ground
I straight took my steps inside the mansion welcoming by the whole silence, i kept going inside
I entered into the living room just to find no one in the whole area
The whole fucking silence. I was not expecting this at all! Where are the servants, guards and all?

But my steps didn't stop i was moving forward, eventually I was about to go upstairs thinking I might find them in their room but suddenly some voices reached my ear, i stopped at the first stair taking my step back on the ground and concentrated at the direction of the sound

It was coming from backyard!

My eyebrows scrunched, many thoughts surrounded my head mostly negative ones
My heart has never felt this much uneasiness

I heartbeat races up as I took my steps in that direction not hoping for something bad
I went closer to the voice, i realised it was just the talking and laughing voices. I fastened and reached the entrance of the backyard just to see

Yn, angel, guards and servants - all were there sitting on the mattress on the ground together

What the hell is happening here?
Are they on the picnic or something?
Why is there so much food?