I Kept My Promise ([Bsf To Lovers][16+])

-1- Repeating Dream

I ran out of the door, shocked by the news my parents just told me.
I was about to cry because that information teared my heart apart I don't want to leave my best friend!!.
Deep sunken in my thoughts I realised I already arrived at their house.
I rang the doorbell and my best friends father opended it.

In tears I asked for my best friend Nathaniel.
His father called for Nathaniel and kneeled down to my height so he could look me into the eyes.
He asked ,,whats wrong honey why are you crying" I took a deep breath and whiped away my tears.
It took me a minute to find the words as I was about to say what caught me of guard when he arrived. Nathaniel. ,,APRIL WHAT HAPPENED? WHY ARE YOU CRYING!! WHO HURT YOU? WAS IT ANTHONY AGAIN?!?!" I looked at him and water starts rising in my eyes again ,,my parents want to move to washington.." he looks at me dead in the eyes as if he has seen a ghost and says ,,are you for real? thats so far away! I can't even visit you there.." he said the last part with a dissapointed face and I just looked at his father that started to melt.

I looked back to nath and said ,,we'll meet again, I promise!" I held out my pinky and pointed it towards nath.
He crossed his pinky with mine and we held out hands with our pinky.
,,I promise I'll take care of you, wherever you are! I'M GONNA FIND YOU IF YOU GET HURT AND TAKE CARE OF YOU APRIL!!" I hugged him tight as I felt tears rolling down both of our eyes.
I pulled away and looked at him I gave him a quick kiss on this forehead before I ran over to his father hugged him a last time and left.

-12 years later-

I woke up in a shock ,,Omg it was just a dream..
I thought I just traveled back in time cuz it felt so f-cking real." Just like I js traveled back in time.
I had this dream a few times now where I relive the moment my heart broke into million pieces.
I miss him everyday, Nathaniel...
I just wished I would see him again like for real.
I wanna know what happened to him, if he forgot me or not, if he looks different or not.

I have so many questions and would travel back to south Carolina just to catch up with him again.
It's been 12 years, I'm sixteen now.
I celebrated his birthday every year just so I can imagine he's here with me.
I'm not really popular here in washington.
I was in south Carolina but I'm not anymore.
The day I joined in school, they started bullying me, even tho I thought I could just be nice and make so many new friends.
That didn't happened, instead they started making fun of me as soon as I entered the hallways.
My mother always said 'let them talk' or 'ignore them'. Its easier to say than it is to he honest.

After 12 years of bullying I learned to just don't give a fuck but its hard for a 16 year old girl to ignore every single emotion she has.
Well I learned way to early how to 'turn off' my feelings.
Now I keep zoning out when Im in a stressful situation..

I heard my alarm go off again.
I reached fr my phone and rubbed my eye so I can take a look at the alarm.
'7 am' is what I could read.
It shocked me so I blinked a few times and took a closer look.
Damn.
I've been lost in my thoughts for an hour?? For real?
But the dream was strange today cuz it felt so real..
I had a weird feeling in my stomach.
I stood up and walked straight to the toilet.
As soon as I kneeled down It bagann to come out like nothing else.
Even a lil bit blood too.
I panicked and sceamed for my mother.

In tears I sat there trying to calm down when I heard the door flew open.
She ran to me and asked me whats wrong.
,,there.. I think it died from the punch into my stomach". I said bearly being able to breathe.
,,awwh honey no its just the remaining blood from your puking yesterday"
I started to cry again ots probably the mood swings.

To clear the confusion lets go a week back...

I woke up, got ready and forced myself to school again.
My day stated off weird.. very weird...
Somebody came up to me, wanted to kick me to the ground and punch me like always, he pinned me against the wall and begann to talk ,,well well well~ April... I heard its your birthday... I got you a suprise"
I was confused by this kindess and just let him drag me into an classroom.
Nobody was in there.. literally nobody.. its a part of the abandoned building.
He opened the door, turned around and closed the door again.
,,I have a very special suprise for you April... I hope you like it.. it took me ages to dind this for you.." he said the last part with a smirk in his face.

It made me uncomfortable.. very uncomfortable..
I wanted to leave again but he pinned me again a wall again.
With fear in my eyes I starred at his eyes to read what he's about to do.
He grabbed my hair and pushed me to the ground his body following.
(I'm not going further into this cuz this might trigger some people.)
That was the day I lost my virginity without my permission.
He raped me and to my 'luck' I got pregnant.

At home I tried to tell it my mother but when I was about to do it, tears started to rise in my eyes and I cried.
I managed to tell her and she got furious but not because of me, because of Lucas, the guy that did that to me.
She called the principal and he got expelled from school for half a year, which means he has to repeat the whole year again.
My mother took me to the doctor the next day and asked for an abortion.
The doctor declined cuz im only 16 and to young to get one yet.

,,So I'm to young to get an abortion, to young to adopt a baby but I'm old enough to care for a baby that is not even wanted.
Right.. I fucking love America.."

After that day I kept doing a pregnancy test everyday, hoping it'll be negative... sadly it wasn't.
I also had to pay for telling my mother that Lucas got me pregnant.
When I went for a walk to get a hold of my feelings I saw him, Lucas and his gang.
They where mad.

,,April didn't I gave you the best birthday present someone could have ever got you?? Why are you mad about it? It was my present for you.. slut.."
He said the word 'slut' with such an agressive voice.
I plugged in my headphones and begann to walk faster, I almost ran.
Lucas and his gang followed me and when I realised I started to run away.
They followed me and eventually caught me.

They pulled me down to the ground and kicked so as Punched me.
They picked me up and slamed to onto the ground again I hit my head and went unconscious.

When I woke up I found myself in a forst near the city.
I was bleeding very hard.
My phone was dead and broken and my clothes where ripped.
I tried to get up but I couldn't.
My body was hurting so bad.
I layed ther for a while zoning out again when I heard someone scream my name.
It was my Mother and my Father.
They where searching for me I sat up in pain and screamed as loud as I could. Not even a name, just screamed so they could hear me.
They did and ran over to me.

I layed down again cuz my body hurts so bad.
,,Sweetie who did this to you? Honey are you there please say something" I heard my mother.
,,Princess please I beg you say something" that was the last thing I heard and then I went unconscious again.

-To be continued-

(I hope you are excitedfor part 2 cuz It'll be awesome!! Anyways bye guys!)

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