Tom Kaulitz - Moments.

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*Tom's pov*
I was in shock. I didnt know what to do. The first second i saw y/n walking to the exit door, i feel my heart drops. We had a huge fight tonight and of course i said some things that now I regret. im a dickhead.
I look at her. her eyes were blood red from all the tears that rolled on the cheek the whole night. She looks at me. I can read her face. She had disgust in her look.

"goodbye Tom. i hope you have a great relationship with that chick." Then she walks past the door and, leaves.

I feel dizzy. More like, numb? i dont know...i dont have what to do. I look through the window at her car, she's wiping away her tears then starts the engine of her car, and in just some seconds, she dissapears.
I felt like i died. She was the only person that could make me feel alive and that could make me alive, again. But i know that wont happen again.
I feel so bad. I feel my eyes teary when a tear slides down my face. I dont even know how i cheated on y/n and she still forgave me, but now, there is nothing i can do.

I feel lost. I feel empty.

*Y/n pov*
I start the engine of my mercedes and try to fly away from that cursed house. i wipe my tears and i look up to see Tom looking through the window, with tears in his eyes. No. I dont feel sorry. he cheated 3 TIMES. He was going out almost every weekend at the club then waking up with photos with him kissing other girls. When i wanted to talk to him and to discuss he said that im just annoying. yeah, look what he did. Break my heart and he broke his own heart.
Yesterday night i was looking thorugh his phone and saw a girl named "Amanda" in his messages. That was enough. I go down to him and calm, i said "im leaving.". No face expressions, nothing. I just felt, pain. I already did my suitcase. i walk dowm to the front door, hearing Tom apologising in the backround, but i didnt care.

"goodbye Tom. i hope you have a great relationship with that chick." Are the last words i said to him. i was actually feeling confident but as soon i ateped in my car, i started crying.

I was driving for around 3 hours in the whole city, just to clear my mind. When u was about to enter my house, i feel my phone ringing. It was Tom. Not anymore. i didnt respond and just blocked the number.
Home sweet home. i kinda missed it. But something is missing, Tom.

*Tom's pov*
I cant live without her. i tried to call her numerous times but she didnt respond. I tried to call one more time, when i hear.. "im sorry, but the number you just called isnt valid anymore".
No No no. this cant be. She blocked me. I burst down into tears. But if i think more, i shouldn't be the one whos crying, y/n should.
I was dumb. how could i do that all stuff when y/n could of bring me the moon. She loved me. I dont deserve her.

*Y/n's pov*
I unpack my stuff and i find some of Tom's shirts. fuck. the smell. HIS SMELL. i feel i tear rolling down my cheek.

FLASHBACK
I was in Tom's bed, crawling into his arms
"You know that i love you so much right? Ur the only person in my life that can make me happy." Tom said while smiling
"i know love, i know" he has put his hands all over me and in 3 seconds i fell asleep. I felt Tom kissing my forhead.
END OF THE FLASHBACK.
I burst into tears. i jump into my bed and started crying so hard. So...nothing was true?..

Hours passed and i fell asleep while crying.
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